You Promise the world and I fell for it I put you first and you adored it
Set fires to my forest and you let it burn
Feeling these lyrics rn😭
Song: lose you to love me

3am Thoughts

I feel anxious and restless 24x7. Things said and done years and years back still haunt me. I want to live one day where I breath as a free person with peace of mind.

Mental Health

I am good at motivating others..but motivating myself...naah😂 it's a task!

Motivation

I feel sad. I want to share what’s going on in my mind

Lonely

Hi everyone. I wanted to let few thoughts out of my mind because I have never shared these things ever with anyone. I was too afraid.

When i was in college, we had 3rd year final exams and I was sitting in exam hall giving exams, I was scared and tensed because the question paper was very tough. My invigilator was a man and he continously stared at me throughout. He came to me and said I think you have a mobile phone thats why you seem so scared. I was like 'wtf' . After that he kept on harassing me throughout exams. Time to time he used to come and touch my shoulders and he kept on telling me that he needs to check my whole body later. I felt really weird about these statements. But I couldn't do anything then because of my exams stress and he was the HOD of some subject. He was very powerful. Later when i went to submit my papers, he touched me very inappropriately and said I need to check your whole body later. I still am very traumatised by this sentence of his.

I know I should've complained, should've done something. But I did nothing. Nothing at all. 
I have 2-3 other harrasment incidents as well, being groped, being masturbated at in bus, my uncle kissing me when i was small. I never shared all this to anyone. I should've and I regret it till now. It haunts me.

Harassment

I don't know why I feel like this and I can't describe what I am feeling now?
May be, I have no sisters or boyfriend but that's not the really problem. Let it be~
At least, I should have my life partner who can share our happiness, sadness, business problems, family case and our life to each other. Now, I have no one who give me high five when I have some achievements or fails! Yep, I have my Mom, my Dad, my brothers, my sisters-in-law, nieces and nephews. All of them are my beloved one. Being with them, I feel blessing every day. I can't imagine what would happen without them when I face the worst time. But, they have their own life. So, you know.......shouldn't I have my life partner to share with me whatever I am......!!! I know I am stupid and crazy. Even though, I can't stop thinking about like this why why why??? Ask me again and again...
If someone read this post, you can also think that this one is really crazy.
But, I don't want to talk about this to my friends and family. I just want to talk the person who I don't know and she/he doesn't know me. It's better.
Anyway, thanks for reading my post and thanks for sharing my feelings and my current mood.
Have a nice day!
Bye~


Sad

I recently started talking to my ex after 3 months of no contact (he blocked me). I didn't want to let myself fall for him again, but I did he's my first love. I texted him the morning and he blocked me again, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY. He told me he wouldn't do it anymore because I told how much pain he's caused me in the past. It just sucks. I feel used and stupid for even believing that he could change. 

Breakup

JOKE OF THE DAY...

having a girl best friend is like having. A mentally unstable daughter that never listens  🤣🤣

Friends

I feel like I need a girl friend, because I never had one, I want to know how it feels. I need someone to talk to, I think. I don't know man so many thoughts are running through my head, I feel scared sometimes

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