You only have fake friends in high school or maybe they left me out because they don’t like me or don’t want to be with me 

Depression

sometimes it feels like i do know a lot of people but i barely have friends. I'm not sure if it true 

Confusion

I'm the backup friend in a friend group.

Teenagers

i have great privileges  but somethings just dont go well and i get no one can get everything perfect everybody has problems but how do we overcome them? or  more like in my case i feel like i have a great family but just not that understanding with new things coming up which i get needs time and im totally fine with it but on the other hand friends i feel like im stuck i have friends but i don't feel connected to any one everyone has a different understanding ,opinion of things everyone is one their personal level which makes ,e feel like not communicating with them i don't even want a lot of great friends i just want that one person who finds them in me like i really get them and same thing for me is it too much to ask for ? to have that one person ? why doesn't some people have best friends everyone deserves a understanding best friend right?

Friends

Feels like I need more friends. Moved to a new place. Don't have any friends here. 

Lonely

What are the 4 qualities of an unhealthy friendship? I believe now I have enough experience to share this with you. No 1: You get bad vibes.. You really how toxic they are when they don't be happy on your achievement, always try to pull you down, discredit your mental health..
No 2: the ones who are always demanding.. these people don't even want to understand your situation, and if you fail to turn up even once due to genuine concerns.. they will be really hateful towards you... 
No 3: talk bad about you behind your back.. true friends support and uplift you in front of others and not just put you down.. 
No 4: They try to change you for the worse and manipulate you... manipulative people gaslight you and make you think something is really wrong with you all the time. They will never make you feel good, but rather insecure about your capabilities, skills, and everything else.

Lately i feel like im subcontiously mixing my desire for a romantic partner with my friend group. 
Some backround, im a 20yo straight guy throughout my life i can only remember having crushes on women. Also my current friend group is only guys. 
Out of my friend group 1 person has been really supportive to me when i wasnt in a very good spot. I talk to these people every day and we mainly talk over a mostly voice based platform like discord. And the problem is that sometimes i catch myself feeling possesive over that one person and expecting affection from him.  I have thought about my sexuality but i dont really ties in here, i think it mostly is the lack of physical interaction and affection that has come to a lot of people with the pandemic. I really feel like sometimes even if i try to think it through using logic my emotional brains picks up and makes me feel sad and extremely lonely.
Thanks for reading, if you have anything to say please, by all means

Which incident made you realize that you don't have friends? 

3am Thoughts

Nowadays being a teen it is so easy to be with a big group it has became easier to make a lot of friends (*me being in college *) but have you ever felt alone in a group.. you are surrounded with lot of people but it's just feels you don't belong there it's not like the people you spend time with are not nice...it's just there NO ONE who knows you completely..🙂

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