You know you can Have fun in life Even when you're Alone in this world. Just do what you love doing and do things that'll make you happy... You don't really need someone to be happy you, for me in order to be Happy you just Live your life the way you want it. Don't put or depends your Happiness in someone else. You Just Gotta be Crazy you know what i mean? Like Just let that Goofy sides if yours shine. 

Yes they do. But brother just dont give a fck about society sometimes you know... As long as what you do is right just continue doing it. Don't let what other people thinl of you or say about you stop you from doing the things that makes you happy. But if what you do is not right that's when you gotta start listening to society even if what you do makes you happy. 

Just as what you said harming others is wrong. If what you do does not harm or hurt anyones feelings then its the right thing. You'll also know that what you do is wrong at what's the people around you's Reaction to your action for instance you see them cry at what you did, i'm not saying that it's always wrong when there's a negative reaction from others to your actions sometimes it just mean that they don't realise that there's nothing really wrong at what you're doing. So you just keep on doing what you love as long as you're right. Just as i said before don't let what society think stops you from doing something that makes you happy as long as what you do is right there's no need to stop doing it. 

If you really wanna know that what you did or what you're doing is right or wrong then Follow the Ten Commandments of God

Life

And i found myself longing for him 
Wishing him to be near me . 


Crush

We have to let go of all negative thoughts. These psychological barriers created by society...makes us surrounded with more negative thoughts.

Discrimination

This morning I woke up thinking, when we're alive, so much of our time is spent on thinking about how we feel, what we do, but at the end, we're ultimately going to die, right? Who made us? Why? What is the purpose? What's the catch? Why do we feel? Or think? Or resent? Or believe? If life has a deeper meaning to it, how would anyone know? And if not, then does anything ever have a meaning? 

in the darkest hour of nights 
there rises a chaos deep within me
as I fight my demons 
for which they don't haunt me anymore



3am Thoughts

Have you ever got this 3am thought or just a leisure time thought that u are useless? Like that feeling that u are missing smthing. Even surrounded by PPL the feeling of being lovely. I love alone time but being alone and being lonely are two opposite things wid close meaning.... I feel trapped... I can't show that i am weak else they will use it against me... Such thought of always showing u are strong but when in reality u are a weak human inside. The inner soul knows u better but it also knows things that u urself doesn't know about urself. The true side of u. Not the other two fake ones where first is when u are wid world n second wid ur frnds n fam n close ones. I'm talking about the third face u have that only ur inner self knows about. It get hard smtyms to fight anxiety. The inner turmoil and the outer world's stress n burdens makes u weakest n makes u cry so hard that ur cries get inaudible only to he face of u crying nad the sadness n tiredness shown on ur face... Can we really overcome this? Overcome the time when u are even below ur lowest deep down in the depths of ocean. Trying to get reached but no one would cus it's too deep for them...

Life has definitely not been good. Mtlb I am not satisfied. I have stressed a lot. Have been lonely lot many times. In short, life hasn’t been good in any extent.

Neend ni aa ri 

Self Love

met a girl on the net. talked to her for a few days or weeks maybe. i don't know her really well, i mean i do know a few important things about her. i started falling for her. she liked me too, but she was still freaked out because of her past. we kinda parted our ways. but i feel a very deep emotional connect with her. i kinda feel that she's the one i want. but we're not talking to each other. she keeps posting stories on social media, and they kinda hint about us sometimes. i know i can't reach her even if i want to. coz i feel she needs that time. i really really hope that she comes back one day. she likes me too, we shared moments. i didn't really disclose my personal biodata even after talking for so many days coz i have trust issues too. if she comes back this time, i want to tell everything about myself. i already expressed that i love her, but she was not really ready. she felt that something was missing. we parted ways saying that we learnt things from each other and were kinda fine. but i miss her. i really hope she texts me back. i totally feel that she's my soulmate. guys what do i do? i heard manifestation is a real thing, what's it? how do i try it? help me out. it's breaking me 

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