You know what is crazy? I have a 100+ people who look at my ig stories everyday. I post a few videos on my ig page and you know how many likes I get 5.. where are all the nosy people who were looking at my stories ? So are they just being nosy?? SMH 

That is true too. But for the past form, every single time I post a story it’s the same exact people that review it.  So then one time I posted one story and 10 minutes later I posted another story.. same people. But still that could be the case but 100+ people doing that? 

People want to watch us but don't want to show they like us

Confusion

No thanks 

Anger Issues

I miss when my dad smelt like ciggerets and rubber when he got home.  I miss not worrying about what I look like. I miss my mom staying home and not having to work. I miss only eating ramen or macaroni and cheese for lunch. 

Nostalgia

On valentine's day. My girlfriend's ex message her. She had blocked her but still her ex boyfriend did. She told me about this and i manage to control my anger. (Had anger issues in past). She said that she don't want to hide anything from me that's why she told me. I got very upset and after some days i ordered her to change her phone number. Because if she'll not then her ex may message again. She isn't ready to change number. She lives in hostel and i want her to change sim to jio. But she says that jio is expensive, her father pay her bills she can't ask her father etc etc. Idk how to convince her.

Things I have been through! Are starting to appear again! Rather than disappearing and I don't know why but I like this! I missed it! I missed the pain 

3am Thoughts

Can someone help me because im very confuse. Okey so i have a HUGE crush on this one guy. But, we never spoke, rarely eye contact. i dont follow him on any socmed and i dont even think he know my name. Its been 1 month we havent met. I once dmed him on insta using fake acc, i did mentioned where we met, but i didnt mention who am i. After 4 days, he still didnt reply so i ended up deleting the message. Sooo noww, i was wondering should i dmed him again but this time using my own acc? Anyone please just say yes or no… 😭

Note: For instagram, if we dont follow each other, even if one of them requested to dmed, the other person will not getting any notification, and the dmed only appear in request section. (So is it possible he missed or should i considered that he indirectly saying no?)

Crush

I hate myself for being like this. Even it's not my fault, I always blamed it to myself. I changed myself to pleased everyone. I'm tired of being like that but I can't... 

Conflict

Procrastination

I really want to know .. Plz me mene kuch anjane me badi galtiyaan kari or fir uske liye mene apne dearones se mafi bhi mang li h. But mujhe ye problem h when i apologize wo ek bar me nahi hota bar bar bolna padta h. Mujhe maaf kar diya gaya h fir bhi. Mere man me aata h ke jab apologize kr liya h to ab jinse apologize unse mazak nahi karna thode time normal nahi hona mtlb ke abhi apni galtiyo ki mafi.mangi or normal ho gaye. I went normal after apologize fir mujhe guilt hua mene us chiz ki bhi mafi mangi. Maaf kar diya. But mene irritation me bol diya tha 'plz meri baat sunlo' mere dear one nahi sun rahe the isliye. To mujhe kya karna chaiye. Me bahut jyada pareshan hu. Suicidal hu mujhe kuch samjh nahi aa rha h bahut halat kharab ho gai h meri. I m apologizing since long. Fir mujhse kuch na kuch galti ho jati h. Me kya karu plz help me. Plz doctor ya psychologist ki advice mat dena mene le li h. I want advice from you people plz help me i beg you .. 

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