You know that feeling were you think you're special to someone and then find out that you're not that special to them after all?
I hate that feeling it makes me feel pathetic.

Yeah I know exactly that feeling, and it sucks.


Ah yes, but then i blame it on the other person

I am going through the same emotions and feelings right now! 
People are just good at using and throwing people. No one actually cares about anyone genuinely anymore. It sucks 

Jealous

Trying to still believe in love

Life

can you suggest a few good web series??
(english/hindi/korean)

Movies

I am at a party and is a introvert what should I do....

Social Anxiety

I feel like killing myself

Suicidal Ideation

तु भी कुछ और और है , हम भी कुछ और और हैं।🥀
न जाने वो तु कहां गया , न जाने वो हम किधर गए।

कट ही गई जुदाई भी , कब ये हुआ कि मर गए।
तेरे भी दिन गुजर गए , मेरे भी दिन गुजर गए।🥀

Poetry

I'm a 12th grade student and when I was in 10th I had a very nice group of friends. I felt that we had a strong bond. When we came to 11th grade the 4 or us went to different schools as our institute did not have 11th, 12th in the same building as high school. I stayed in the same institute but the other 3 left. 2 of them went to the same institute and the 4th one who was my best friend went to one closer to her home. In the beginning we would keep in touch. Slowly it was just me and my best friend. She had a crush on one of my childhood friends who was in our school. After our boards he told me he has a crush on her. She had not told me anything about her feelings. I told her how he feels and she said she feels the same for him and i set them up. A few months later they both cheated on each other and neither of them knew about the other one cheating. I was very upset because they both were very close to me and she had lied to me that she did not cheat but eventually I found out. So now I have absolutely no friends from high school. I see all other high school mates of mine hanging out with their friends and I feel lonely. I have a good friend group whom I can trust now in 12th but there is a part of me who wants that old friendship back. I don't want to talk to my ex best friend because I was disgusted by what she did and she hasn't even apologized to me instead she said that I decided to walk away from our friendship. She does not even feel guilty but I feel horrible. This happened almost a year ago but even now sometimes I think of it and I start crying. The guy apologized to me and accepted his mistake and we are friends now. 

Friends

TW (SA)

I feel disgusted by myself knowing people had touch my body, as if it belongs to them. I now feel terrified of sitting too close to any men. Also feel as i can get with any men in terms of relationship or wtv..Or touch myself..
Also I'm depressed ❤️ this has been progressing or getting worse ig while i keep growing bc of the trauma and other shits, also thinking i won't live much ..but yk I have friends and I'm loving them. Also my dad makes me feel safe. Maybe things will change for me. I have so much to say deeply about other stuff and how i feel that maybe I'll say to my therapist when i see her some other day idk. 
Thanks for reading my vent bro❤️ I hope you have some positive thoughts to back up the bad ones❤️take care

Anxiety

उसका लौट आना भी क्या आना होगा,
जिसको जाना था तो उसको जाना होगा।
आगे बढ़ना था उसे इक रोज़ तय था यह,
इसके लिए मुझे उससे पीछे छूट जाना होगा।
वो भूल जायेगा मुझे ये मालूम था मुझे,
अब मुझे भी शायद उसे भूल जाना होगा।
मैं हर बार मनाता हूं उसे रूठने पर उसके,
मगर इक बार मुझे भी तो रूठ जाना होगा।

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts