You know that feeling of guilt? And that feeling of knowing you’re doing something wrong but yet you keep going? Well, that’s what I’m feeling about smoking. I’m still young, and I know it ruins my health, I know it’ll end up killing me and luckily I’m not addicted yet. But deep down, I want to be addicted, I want to slowly kill myself.
I don’t know how to control it and it’s getting worse by the day. I just wish someone could listen to me, give me a hug, reassure me, and help me go through it without getting tired of me. But most of you guys probably have the same problems about true friends. They all live at the other side of the world, like online friends. They understand you better than anyone but they live so far away from you that it kills you too.
Haley @haley_112
I’m sorry. I understand 100%. I used to do the same but with alcohol. I am here if you ever need to talk :))
Thank you <3
Haley @haley_112
Np
Don’t you have any goals, dreams to live. Try to find a hobby something that really interest you and that it makes your day happier, busier that you wont have time to think about dying. Be more relaxed, just try to find something which makes you want to live, something that will make you positive about living.
Okay, thank you <3 I’ll try
❤️❤️ I hope it will help
happy @8765
I know these days most people connect online so plz make use of it because I am sure you will get a few people who will be ready to talk to you anytime you want. And believe me, those virtual hugs are not exactly what you want but it is something… Sending a virtual hug for you. I hope things get better for you. Plz do not get addoctedd.
A virtual hug is something that can make my day a lot better so thank you <3 Sending a virtual hug to you too
happy @8765
thank you! just take care!
You too!
