You know sometimes I really feel unloved. I just want you to feel that I love you and nothing ever can change that. But sometimes I feel so left out when I am with you. You have got so many people in your life and you have a soft spot for all of them except me. You care about everyone else more than me. I don’t mind you hanging out with others or connecting with others, the problem is that you seem to connect with others more than you connect with me. It feels like I am never your priority, like nobody’s priority. I don’t want your attention, I just want to feel that you love me. Idk where I lack because I always think of how to make you happy, but nobody does that for me yk. It’s like I am hugging a wall and I have nobody except you. You have people in your life, and my world revolves around you. But its okay I guess. A friend of mine told me that girls like me never attract anyone’s attention. He was right. I wish I looked like the doll-like girls you love hanging out with. I don’t deserve anybody’s love
I totally understand you😔💔 I feel you’re telling every word in my heart…
It’s so hard. I am jealous yk. He has me, but I don’t have somebody like me in my life
And the problem is that you agree with that and you have nothing to refuse about it… right?
Idk. I just want to feel loved for once in my life. I don’t want his kindness, just love
I hope in our next birth (if it exists), he is sent as me and I am sent as him. But even the thought of him getting hurt makes me miserable. He doesn’t feel that way though
Honesty can solve this maybe…
I mean if you want him to love you and not be kind with you sometimes and you feel it’s out of pity, then just tell him and ask for it… Some people cannot understand acts but only words. Maybe if you’re a part of his heart because of the care you give him, he will then think about you more and differently.
Honest*
I am not a part of his heart or anyone else’s. The thing is I am too plain. Nobody likes plain girls. I can’t offer anything except love, loyalty, stability, emotional availability and empathy. I wish I looked like a doll. Maybe he would have liked me more
Yeah… now I understand
I feel numb. It’s a curse to not to be good looking in today’s times.
Please don’t say such things, I mean those exceptions that you mentioned, they aren’t nothing, they’re all what someone would need, they’re more than enough. So don’t be hard on yourself. Your soul is so beautiful and you only need to find someone who appreciates and sees your valuable beauty 💗
Trust and believe in yourself, you’re very kind hearted and you deserve to be loved, you have the most important and beautiful support needed in love 😊
Then why don’t people love me?
I’m saying, time will solve this, just be who you are and you’ll surely find someone who understands soon… and as I said, maybe telling them how you want to be treated will make them think about it and change their thoughts😊
Thank you!!
You’re welcome ^^
