You have to be the master of your own destiny.
You can't depend on governments, politician, or even your family for your success.
No one cares about your success as much as you.

Life

How do you hang yourself?..

Supportive

Lately I don't trust anyone here. 
Like Anyone. 
And All you prove my point, which I constantly speaks to myself. 

People aren't that good as they show. 
Don't trust others. And try to see what they don't show. 

Thank you Guys. 

3am Thoughts

At first i fell in attachment of many people it's my eyes daily routine 😅😂
But then one of them i really like him so much i want to go relationship with  him but he has a girlfriend and she broke with him  but he still love her ...
How that girl is so lucky.....
Just why not me ??

Anger Issues

Wada naa sahi toh yeh faisla kar do
Meri bann jao ya mujhe barbaad kar do

Who cares if one more light goes out, in a sky of a million stars? 

Overthinking

😰my face when I am in a " make everything about myself competition " and My opponents are users of this app😰

I am 21 and he's 29
And he’s 29 and not making a penny
I know wo matter Nahi Karata, but for a fact it does to be independent
Like he’ll be 30 soon and he still has to ask permissions? like even for a movie?
And not bragging but I am earning twice as his dad, and I would like my future spouse to be as passionate about life as i am
And I wouldn’t mind if he’s doing something productive, he says he’s studying, but all he does is sleep and eat, and he has no vision for future. Matlab Kya Karega wo?
Like when I asked that do you ever dream of owning a house (because i own one) to wo bolata hai, kya zarurat hai, papa ka ghar mera hi to hai, why to work so hard?!
Like? if i call in evening, he would have just woken up from sleep like its freaking 7pm
I am independent and i can fulfill my needs so i wouldn’t really care but someday, if anything proceeds than i cannot be the only one paying the bills or his father
And he has got a lot problems ( i know sabki hoti hai, par usko wo change bhi nahi karna, usko apne aap ko bhi help nahi karna, he just does not want to change and keep crying about his life) he confessed that he likes me and i helped him a lot to get over his ex! Like i don’t want to be a second option and just be used to get over with exes??
ANd he asked me to be his gf and i rejected for these all reasons
And he’s always sad and stuff, maine bola kiske ke paas chale jao , take some meds,usko wo bhi nahi karna, he just keeps blaming his life, and when i talk about my life, he acts attached and says things like * i will do this and that if you leave!?*
What does he expect?
I can be wrong here but
Help me out yarrr
Kya karu mainn
Aisa lagta hai sab chhor du

Adulting

my narcissistic mother physically abused me for the sake of fulfilling her golden son’s wishes
she has hated me since the day i was born seeing me as nothing but a burden
She thought she was getting rid of me until my engagement broke and now i ruined her plans of peace
She said every vile thing she could to destroy all the progress i made from my broken engagement broken dreams finding out i got cheated on the entire 3years i was with him, and within a month of my engagement he decided to cheat by berating my entire being
My own mother threw that in my face told me i deserved it i have a cursed face that no one wants that every mother is praying for her son to get saved from me so no one picks me ever again that im not worth anything, called me a whore for dating to marry that my religious efforts are a fraud and a joke 
My own mother…
All because she wanted to kick me out of my room for the golden boy son of hers and i refused politely that i need the space
But that doesn’t matter, even though my brother was rude to her, she took all that out on me
Its been years of this abuse
But it wont end 
She’ll starve isolate and berate me and then use the “mother card” respect me 

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