You got to know after you put extra effort for them and they show you the reality, you will realise that you put efforts for the wrong person. 

I am in this phase now , she treated me so badly when I gave my level best 

3am Thoughts

Share Anime movie recommendations to lift the mood today. Something that can either make me laugh or cry. 

Movies

Thoughts on body hair. I feel so pressurised whenever I think about it. 

How to choose when there are so many things going in your mind?

I feel like a failure.... I am in 12th grade rn and I wanted to crack the engineering entrance exams... mainly WBJEE.... I have always dreamt of getting into JADAVPUR UNIVERSITY CSE... but I have zero preparation for that... I've been struggling with my mental health for quite some time now.... and I have decided to take a year drop.... I am pretty sure of taking a drop... but the problem arises when I start doubting myself.... honestly I haven't studied at all in these 2 years coz of my deteriorating mental health... honestly I sometimes feel like I use my mental health as an excuse to not study... which might be true sometimes.... and now idk if I will be able to crack WBJEE in a year's preparation.... I also need the correct guidance... I cannot go to a coaching Institute coz that won't help me... I can't study in a class full of student... I need a teacher who can point out my mistakes and help me correct it... and what if I don't get into my dream university next year after taking a drop.... what am I supposed to do then?? to crack WBJEE one needs to solve problems quickly... and I lack speed... I am pretty slow in solving numericals. I am so confused rn. I feel that if I study properly and be consistent... I might get into JU next year.... but my mental health always comes in between. I am highly doubting myself and I am so not confident about myself. 

Depression

I hate myself I hate this what I have became.. I want to change this shit..
I just want to  fly around.. 

It's so rare to see certainty in things. Almost everything changes with the time . May be that change happens for your well being or may be not but atlast it changes.

Life

my brother always picks on me about my weight , im 15 and weigh 103 pounds ☹
is that bad for a 10th grader ? i feel like i should stop eating , and stop doing things that makes him think im "fat"

Insecurity

Anyone want share their feelings of past love..plz connect

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