You deserve something you don't have to question. You deserve someone who is sure about you.

Life

I am tired of pretending I don't care, I don't miss you, I don't love you. Idk how to say it because I f'ed up pretty bad(mostly). Idk what is going on in your life, idk whether you are seeing someone or not. I was absurd. Please text me once, I am scared of you. I cannot but if you show some care for once I swear to tell you everything what is in my heart. I miss you.

3am Thoughts

And we’re talking again, not as often but atleast ☺️

Love

"I'm really going to miss you," He blurted out, before leaving her. He braced himself for a biting, sarcastic reply. Instead, she suddenly stepped forward and wrapped her arms around him. So tight, it didn't really feel like a hug, more like a death grip, like he was the last raft on a dark and stormy ocean.
He let her hold on. He breathed in the smell of her open hair. He felt the rise and fall. He wished that they could stay like that forever. That she wouldn't ever tear herself away.

Crush

Dear me,
I wish I could tell you all that will happen and help you along the way, but if there's one thing I would do is to help you break free.

BREAK FREE FROM THE PRESSURE TO FIT IN
BREAK FREE FROM COMPARING YOURSELF TO EVERYONE

BREAK FREE FROM HATING ALL THAT YOU AREN'T

BREAK FREE FROM BELIEVING THAT YOU AREN'T SPECIAL OR STRONG ENOUGH

Please know, that you are amazing and a beautiful masterpiece that one day you will recognise & appreciate. I wish I could hold your hand as you walk along this journey learning to love and care for yourself, but I know how strong & capable you are. 

never stop fighting for us. It May feel impossible now, but I promise it will be all worth it 



Affirmations

In another life, I wouldn’t want to meet you again. If we ever meet again in a different lifetime, I’d spend my life avoiding you. I wouldn’t want to feel this much pain ever again.

I may have been hurt before, but those people, when we connected, I always felt like something was off with them. With you, it was genuine. You noticed and remembered all the small details about me, even those I only mentioned in passing. It amazed me everytime you recalled. You truly cared even when I never thought you would. Your concern was real and genuine and I felt it.

With those other people, they’d make me believe that they had an emotional connection with me, although their actions didn’t match their words. You were the opposite. You always said that you didn’t really care that deeply for me, or so your words say. But, your actions always betrayed you. That was why it didn’t bother me that you weren’t saying it, because I could feel it, even when you were trying so hard not to show it.

It was a beautiful story to live, no matter how short. It was magical for me. But, now that it has to end as soon as it started, it hurts so deeply. We both knew it was a temporary high. We both knew we were doomed from the start, but we didn’t care. We went for it, and we were happy.

But, that story, no matter how beautiful, was just borrowed and was not meant to last. Our knowledge of its eventual end does nothing to cushion the pain when the end finally arrives. We both are hurt, but you are right that this is for the best. I cannot tell you goodbye, because I really want to stay, but then I am left with no other choice but to just stay away.

This love might have been magical, but the pain is also excruciating. I don’t want to ever feel this pain again, whether in this lifetime or in another. So, in another life, I wouldn’t want to meet you again. In another life, I wouldn’t even dare to talk to you. In another life, I’ll correct the mistake of ever entangling my life with yours. I wish you happiness in this lifetime and in another. But in another life, I wouldn’t want a do over. 💔

**If you are looking for the sign this is for you**
The truth is sometimes love changes. The truth is, sometimes life gets hard and "I'll stay" turns into "I have to take care of myself right now." Sometimes, those who loved us beautifully, cannot continue to do so. And that is okay. You have to understand that there are certain things in life you truly have to let go of. There are certain things in life you cannot control- and the heart of another person is one of them. Either someone chooses you, or they do not. Either someone decides to fight, or they do not. At the end of the day, you have to respect that. But you do not have to let it consume you. See, you may not be able to control the person you loved, but you can control yourself. You can control the way you unapologetically dedicate yourself to loving who you are and what you have to offer. You can control the way you move forward, the way you choose to believe that you are worthy of the love you have continuously put out into the world. You can control the way you choose to believe that all the love your heart has given was enough, and will be enough for the right people. You can control how you grow from the loss. You can control how you survive it. So survive it. You are strong enough to do so....
 - bianca sparacino

Mental Wellbeing

Hi, I just wanna share this... 
I like you... but I don't have any communication left with you, you blocked me in every social accounts that we had. Every time I think of you it made me cry Idk why, coz we really don't have any strong memories, we only have chat messages. We didn't even see in person but dude you make me feel like shit!!! Maybe, it is because you are the reason why I changed too much?? I even now confused if there's something "I need to come out" to discuss with my family? Girl, you make me like this but you really don't care aren't you?? ahhh sht i wanna to talk to you again I miss your voice, I miss your jokes, I miss your messages, but I'm sure you're not aware that someone's here are being in pain because you left with the reason that you need to think?? you're not sure if we could be together? you're afraid of commitment? SIS! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO COMES TO ME FIRST!!!!! BUT WHAT NOW? WHAT HAPPENED? I AM THE ONE WHO SUFFERED THESE BLLSHT!! ) aish!

Frustration

To My Ex Who Damaged Me… 

I had no chance with you or your heart & even when you knew that, you still watched me fall in love. You destroyed me. Lied to me for your own selfish pleasure. You knew I’d love you with all I have. You knew you weren’t ready to really love and care for someone & yet you still dragged me to the lowest point of my life. I lost insight of my values, lost myself because I loved you more than I could love myself. Lied and said you loved me & you couldn’t even show me an ounce of love. I wish we never crossed paths. Meeting you only brung me pain & heartache. I was never good enough to be loved properly by you.  💔🥺

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