You deserve someone who is obsessed with you. Anything less just isn't worth your time. Remember that.

3am Thoughts

I think sometimes outdoor people support you the most rather than indoor !? Do you feel even it the same?

Personal Growth

Many thought running through my mind on how to raise funds.

Adulting

Why do people cheat? 


Hello 
So I’ve everything 
I’ve money 
I’ve success 
I’ve a loving partner 
But I can’t find peace can anyone tell what to do to get peace..?

Depression

I am so dumb. No matter how many times I remind myself that I should stay silent about myself, when I meet someone that I think can be a nice person I tell them everything and when I get to see their trust for me, I see that they don’t trust me at all. This is so dumb. Combined with all of my physical and physcological aspects it makes me miserable. It is like my life is a joke. I truly never liked myself. I don’t think I ever will. I also have the emotional capacity of an AI bot which doesn’t help at all. No one to even give a fuck, what the hell am I? And then my parents suspect that I am in a relationship when that type of thing is impossible for me. I fell in love with 3 guys and all of them had a crush on the same girl. I was so close to opening up to the last one but then I accidentally heard he had a crush on that girl too. I never had a boy have a crush on me. Never. My parents keep asking but I don’t know what to say. It is beyond embarresment, it is almost as if my soul was build to collapse right now. I will never be able to feel compassion and accept the fact I do thanks to all of that. How nice.

Anxiety

Hey its a letter to present me who feeds upon past memories 
They have moved on now its ur turn 
Why do u keep waiting when they 
Have showed no signs of return.
Ok i get it people tell me to be myself
But being that does nothing but hurt me 
For once let me be  someone else 
Someone who enjoys life 
Someone who doesn't find pleasure in death 
Someone who can leave her past behind
Let me be her, that girl 💃  


upset,confused,hurt
i have been in a relationship for last 3 years and i have never been so happy before. After a year i went to another country for my higher studies and he continued his job in india. Moving to a foreign land, all alone, living on your own is not easy at all and i used to miss him a lot. Unfortunately i cheated on him once but it happened only and only because of my emotional need nothing else,infact i never even imagined that such thing would happen one day. After a few months i gathered the courage and confessed to him. obviously he was shattered emotionally but he forgave me after taking his time and everything went back to normal. After 15-16 months he started acting very insecure. getting furious on small things and bringing that past mistake in each and every argument. Once i casually sent him a picture of a random,unknown boy from reels of instagram and said i like his beard and all of a sudden he accused me of so many things. 'who knows you may cheat on me again','there must be good looking boys in your university,will you fall for them too' and so on. We were already having many unresolved issues because of lack of proper ways and privacy to communicate like once i asked him to lend me some money and said i will return it in a week but he got furious and said i am not your bank. It hurt me really badly because i have very strong morals to never depend on someone for my leisure or expenses. He once came to meet me in abroad and i split the expenses in equal parts. He doesn't forget to mention this thing in arguments and every time i ask to meet him or go on a vacation he clearly says he won't travel anywhere. if i want to meet him i will have to go to where he lives. we haven't talked for more than a week and i did not get his single text. I don't know what to do anymore. He is really a good guy but it seems we have changed as an individual and we can't continue long distance relationship

Relationships

I saw that a lot of people on this site have posted about feeling lonely and I'm no different. I'm not dating anyone as such but have been in touch with a guy for over 8 months now. I absolutely love to talk with him.  But, even if we start dating I don't know how well that will go since I have a few insecurities about myself and feel that he might be too good for me. I also subconsciously worry thinking about what if he finds someone better? Would he still choose me? Idk

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