You collect scars because
You want proof that you are paying
For the sins you have done

Aditya Sahu 

I collect scars to look bada.ss and show people that ive been thru stuff but im surviving 

Life

i slit my wrist every morning because my parents have given me emotional trauma by taking my dreams away so to get through the day and seeing their faces i slit my wrist in the morning 

Depression

What is the most beautiful scar you have ? 

3am Thoughts

Is cutting your wrist the easy way to go? Is it less painful? I dont feel like im doing good for anyone on this earth anymore. No one would notice for long and nothing will go out of order if im gone. Im a failure. 

Suicidal Ideation

It's amazing how literally nothing in my life has changed since the last time I've been on this app. I didn't expect the scars on my face to suddenly vanish or for someone to suddenly look beyond them, but I still feel a little bad about all that. 

The only thing that you can say has changed are my meds. I'm back on vicodin. 

Affirmations

I suppose 
I love my scars
   'cause
They have
 stayed with me
      Longer
Than most Ppl
        Have

I feel like I might harm myself. I don't know why though. 

So I cut myself yesterday
I felt better
When I saw the tissue full of blood 
It felt like everything will be fine now 
I even studied for 5 hours 
I couldn't sleep though
But I wasn't numb or sad 
I was fine with what I did 
I was happy
I felt okay

Its been over two year since i've self-harmed and since i've had no motivation and recently i've started self-harming again and feeling the same as before. This feeling i just want to stop but it is impossible. I really don't think ill be able to defeat this feeling this time i wish i could say im trying and i was before but now im just giving up im so tired of being alone and keeping these thoughts to myself but the thing is it's all my fault because im the one who pushed everyone away i regret it so much because now nobody wants to talk to me. its all my fault.

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