You ask me what I'm thinking about
I tell you that I'm thinking about
Whatever you're thinking about
Tell me something that I'll forget
And you might have to tell me again
It's crazy what you'll do for a friend
Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I love that she's got daddy issues, and I do too
.....

Music

I am trying to get friends.. 

Now&Me Meets

When i was a child i discovered a porn site my father favourited. And i was so small and innocent, for days i thought how tf ye site favourite hori roz, papa dekh liye toh kya sochege etc etc when he was the one favouriting it. That that sitr was so violent for me then that i never saw porn in my life due to trauma.

Adulting

Child Abuse

Hey... Been battling anxiety again today, and i feel like i've lost all over again.. 

Anxiety

Anyone down to talk just random stuff about life? 

3am Thoughts

Hey, guys. My pronouns are she/her. I live in Delhi and I am in a long distance relationship. I moved back w my family last year. It has been sort of low for me for the past few weeks, since I hit 21, despite all the up sides of life.
If anyone is interested in forming a girl gang sort of situation to hang out, talk, try new things, etc., hit me up.
Thanks!

Friends

shit lol feeling like shit i hate the way i look i can't help but compare myself to other people and I've been feeling this way for the longest time. it never gets better. it never will unless i too look like them and now at this point I'm ready to do whatever it takes to be like them. to be pretty. I'm so ugly, i need to lose weight. i hate my body so much it makes me want to puke. i don't feel like dressing up because no matter how good the clothes are they won't look good on me. it would prolly look better on her, she is loved by everyone anyway. why can't i be her? it hurts me so much to be alive in this body why am i me what the fuck i will literally throw myself off of somewhere now ahhhh it's so frustrating why can't i just love myself. I've only been having one meal per day + one small snack but idk anymore i want to starve myself to death

Body Dysmorphia

So.. i m disturb by things.. don't know kya horha hai.. i m really stressed and I know that's sooo unnecessarily wala..but dimag chal nai raha sahi se.. 

I m getting into constant emotional breakdowns and unnecessary stress.. aur bina reason wali overthinking aur fir uske consequences i am facing.. aur vo consequences are like i m messing up with ppl.. that too jiske sath ache connects hai.. either i m avoiding them ya kuch ulta sidha bol rahi hu.. i don't know wats wrong bas maan kar raha shanti se baith ro lu jee bhar kar... Reason pata nhi kyu rona but bas rona hai..

Ro rahi hu toh bhi maan shant nai horha.. bahut helpless feel kar rhi hu.. 

I m here to just express myself little better.. i m like koi chahiye bhi aur nai bhi.. bcoz sub yhi bolegae hota hai... Thik hojaogae.. relax yourself.. calm down.. nai hota yar ye.. bolna bahut easy hai but sach mai jab kisi ko aise helplessness feel hoti vo insan hi janta hai ki kisi ki koi baat sense nai banti tab.. you just want some peace but pata nai vo kaise milegi.. 


Sorry if kuch jayda bol gai toh.. ya kisi ko offend feel Kara Diya ho toh.. 

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