You are the love of my life. Everything I have and everything I am is yours. Forever.

I just end up watching HIMYM and i liked this dialogue 🤌🤌

3am Thoughts

My mil is a nightmare I’m struggling to live with her she changes boyfriends like toys and wants me to respect her how??? She’s made the whole houses environment a hell, so hard to even breathe she is so unreasonable got no shame or self respect for her or her family at all. And if you try explain her that what she’s doing is wrong then you’re the worst person ever!!!

Frustration

Anyone up for confessions?

I'm feeling great today, sometimes is good to breathe and stay away from social media ✨

Mental Health

The police came to my house at 4:30 in the morning because I tried to kill myself and I relapsed with sh a bunch of times um I really don’t think I can do this anymore 

Self Harm

In a relationship with my best friend. He had clearly told me that it would be impossible for us to have any kind of future together because of my disability. He didn’t want to get in a relationship with me initially because he didn’t want to lose me as a friend.

Alot of things happened in between and we’re in a relationship now. Very very happy together. Sometimes I wish things don’t end between us. Sometimes I dream to end up together with him. Sometimes I wish a life with him. It’s not like he doesn’t love me. Ke keeps telling me how difficult it’s going to be for him when we end things.

The fear of not getting over me even made him break up with me once. He obviously came back. He doesn’t know what to do now and honestly, neither do I.

I feel I’ve made more peace with the fact that we won’t end up together that it doesn’t disturb me to the extent it disturbs him.

I don’t know why I’m typing all of this but I just wanted to get it out of my system.

At my initial I used to seek for help when I am suffering from serious mental health issue, It making me worst day by day...
But for months seeking for help no-one helped me..nd from a good being it turned me a evil! 

I wish to live in that single past moment. 

I want to touch you. 
I want to taste you
I want to feel you
I want to be around you
Just like the same old days
But, 
It will be only old days now
As you go so far away from me
And I couldn't even stop you
Because it's better to let people go rather than forcing them to stay with you. 🥺

- Ishita

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