3am Thoughts

Therapist ban jaana chahiye mujhe.

Self obsession se Bahar kaise aaye?? 

Ye app hi bdl gya kuch mahino mai toh 🥲

Kya chal raha hai life mein tum logon ke?

Life

Once i was talking to my colleague friendly, that time i had a fever and he had taken covid vaccine. So in a friendly and funny way i said vaccine aapne liya hai and bukhar muze aa gaya😂.. somehow my parents read that line. Now my parents saying you don't know how to talk with boys. Talking in this way feels like you are giving some bad sign to the boy, why you should be too friendly with a colleague. You are kind of person who is just attracted towards boys and love to get close to them.. 
Can anyone help me understanding this. Do i have made mistake? And whatever they are saying is right?

Family

Koi phn km chlane ka upayy btaiye maharaj!! Yeh bht zyada ho rha h ab mera.. Koi app ya kuch jisee m phn na use kru jb m chahuu... Ek zen mode suna tha mene usse sirf calls utha skte h msges nhi. Jitna time hmne set kiya uthna vqt. But i m worried if there will be any urgent. Then what i doo... Btaoo pls koi phn km kese kru.. M akeli hoti hu isliye bs phn use krti rehti pr mujhe thoda sa door jana isme koiii upay???? 

Coming Out

Ab ni lgta yrrrr khuda khusiyan bi dega mujhe kabhi.... 
Pr khuda jitni Khushi to meri hisse ki katta h sari kaat mujhe koi takleef ni bs duniya ko khush rkha kr yrrrrrr!

Vo bachpan yaad h mujhe jo maine jiya ni 
Jehr pila dia aapne aur khte ho humne piya ni
Ek ek cheez jo tune mangi khushi khusi di khta h dia ni
Jitni saja tu mujhe deta h utna to koi bada jurm maine kia ni
Kabhi vakt lage to dekh meri taqdeer ko pad use 
Pata lge bachpan se ab tk ka shayad hi mehsoos ho tujhe
Khte khuda maa baap jaise hota h jo mango deta h 
Jisme aap khush ni vo pr jisme aap khush sb leta h 
Ni rehna aapki Khushi m khush ae khuda humko
Hum apni khushi m gum bi seh lenge smj ni aata kya itna tumko!

I am absolutely ok! But kuch alfaaz. Aise hi 🙃❤️


Kabhi socha Hai
Jisse tm shikayat karti ho usne kabhi shikayat ki hai

Kabhi socha hai
Jisse tmhe sukoon milta ha....usse kbh sukoon mila ha

Kabhi socha hai
Jisse tum pyaar kehti ho woi pyaar usse dukh de rh ha

Kabhi socha hai
Jo tumhe shayari sunata ha...uski shayari ka raaz kya ha

Kabhi socha hai
Tmhre hone ya na hone se usse kabhi fark pada ha



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