Yesterday was mothers day I was in trying to figure out how to say, look mom we have come a long way  I love you! But I couldn't get the life in me to.. Sorry I'm having some emotional breakdown of somewhat!! I couldn't share this with anyone thought I should share this anonymously

Even I am a 27 year old guy. could not wish my mom a happy mothers day. I do not know why but I feel weird even it be family. Like I never used to wish and now being an adult still do not have the courage to do so.

Failure

 I realize one thing that I'm walang kwenta my effort is nothing. I don't know why Pero im trying and im doing my best naman pero ayun di naman nya nakikita o baka naman wala naman talaga kaya ganun. Sometimes may mga bagay talaga na kailangang i-explain sa atin in order for us to know, kasi iba-iba naman tayo mag-isip sa mga bagay-bagay, yung mga nakikita mo di nakikita ng iba and vice-versa kaya kung may bagay man silang di nakikita maybe you need to explain to them Para makita rin nila, di agad natin dapat i-judge na napaka hina mo naman, napaka slow mo naman, simpleng bagay di mo makita and it makes me feel hurt and i feel na dina-down ako, pero ang mas masakit dun, ang magsasabe pa sayo ay yung taong pinaka-mamahal mo, i admit walang kasing sakit, pero ano bang magagawa ko. Kung minsan naiinis ako sa sarili kasi hinding-hindi ko kayang magalit sayo ewan ko pero ikaw kasi kahinaan ko, kahit anong panlalait mo sa pag-katao ko mananatiling ako pa rin ito, mahal na mahal ka palagi kahit nasasaktan di ako si Natoy pero mahal na mahal ka , Kung minsan nagtataka na rin ako sa sarili pero masaya naman ako na makitang kaya ko naman pala magmahal unconditionally. Alam mo palagi kitang unawain at intindihin kasi mahal na mahal kita at di magbabago yun, kahit saktan mo ego at feelings ko nang paulit-ulit, promise hinding-hindi ako gaganti o magtatanim ng galit o sama ng loob sayo. 🥺 Sorry tao rin ako nasasaktan pero di ko ipapakita sayo yun, dito ko na lang express nararamdaman ko, gusto ko ng umiyak pero tinatamad ako 😅 pero totoo talaga.  

3am Thoughts

hey @shawn

Friends

Batman never laughed throughout the 4 hours Snyder cut.
Alright i know you are depressed batty but bro you need help????

Parenting

How to sort things with someone when he is not even having a concern to sort things 

There is this guy with whom I have an FWB relationship. I met 3 days ago and we had our day after that he texted me that it was nice today. should I text him and ask how he is and all or just ignore him. It's not like he is a stranger like I know for like past 3-4 years. 

Confusion

Anyone interested in conversions about losing a loved a loved one and coping to live with it 

Loss

I am just swallowed by emptiness. I am not happy with my life. I am going to be 24 in a month. I think I have failed in my life. I am not stable. No job, not a stable mind. I see all my friends moving forward in their life, but I am struck. 

Depression

I don't know what to feel. My boyfriend and I are of the same age. He lost his father 3 years back, he has been looking after his mom and sister since then. He has a lot of responsibilities on his shoulders. Recently he left his job and has started his own business along with three of his best friends. He is currently not in a good position financially. 
My family has been asking me to marry someone and settle down for a while, and when they asked me again, I told them about him. At first they were reluctant because of his situation, but for the sake of my happiness, my older brothers asked him to meet them. My family's intention was to speak with him and his Mother and to talk about our wedding and decide on a later date (he said we can marry after we turn 28 and my family was okay with it),  I. E. fix our wedding. My boyfriend was reluctant about it and he said he cannot talk to his mother about us right now (she doesn't know about us) because he has a lot of responsibilities as of now and he needs to set up his business which would take time. Hence he did not meet my brothers. After a couple of times of asking him to meet them, they said they won't allow me to marry him. As I'll be turning 26 they are worried about my wedding and want me to move on. I don't know what to do.
I love him a lot and I am ready to wait, but I know my family's claim that they need an assurance in the form of engagement is also valid. My boyfriend says he's unable to provide that assurance now and asks me if I can wait for him. My family asked me to break up with him and move on. Can somebody give me their thoughts on what to do  😢


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