Yaar Meri ek dost h ek bar 2yrs back mene kuch btayabusko family issue ab vo continuos is bare m puchti h mko pasand ni.me Kya karu.ab m uspr discus ni krna chahti.
Usko lgta hoga me education job wise egnore kri hu usko.bcos I'm jobless and they are employed.
Egnore krte bi ni banta .yr ..


She is one of my good friend from childhood…
I wish she could understand my situation.
Ik it’s my fault I should NOTexpress my family personal issue to everyone .

It's okay to share agar dost se share nahi karenge toh kisse karenge maybe she's different thodasa try talking or just kindly and randomly say I don't want to talk about it now stress aata hai aisa vaisa kuch bhi

It's ok hota hai bohot log aate hai aise life mein par avoid karo usko aur ho sake utna avoid karo

Friends

I don't have any friends why I'm like this .... It's very hard for me. I don't know how to make friends 😭

3am Thoughts

TW. I think that I'll always be the second or last choice in everyone lives mainly because I'm not beautiful or skinny enough for them. I have acne marks and I've gained a lot of weight since I graduated high school. I feel so uncomfortable in my old clothes and I pretty much stayed at home because of my acnes. I knew it was my fault cause I choose to be in this state. I ate too much when I stressed out and I would pop my acnes when I feel itchy. I couldn't help myself and now I can feel that my health is decreasing. I get tired easily and I didn't have the strenght I use to have. I can't throw out old clothes because I can't accept the fact that I couldn't wear it anymore. I desperately need help but everyone i know seems to take it as a joke. I feel disgust about me living as me.

Exhausted

Life is short... smile while you still have teeth.

Acquaintance

I feel anxious

Anxiety

I feel lonely, even if I am with friends also I feel alone and what's more painful is they don't even care, I feel like they don't need me, as I am an introvert I can't talk with everyone and my friend circle is very small and the people I feel as my friends they don't even care about my existence they don't even ask if I am sad or happy, I feel like it is because of me only and may be it's because of my insecurities or am I valuing them more or am I overthinking.
It's hurting that even though I am in a crowd I feel alone

Lonely

*I'm really very passionate about football ⚽but circumstances of my home 🏠 never let it coz I'm frm middle class family 👪 I'm 18 is I never played tournaments or anything I want to best player in football ⚽ lol 😭😭 y is tis really very late to start my career?? Plz answer*

I'm not okay 😩😔☹️

Depression

I’m going to quit playing a game, I like it a lot, it’s one of my game I have played for a long time but  I’m so busy with studying, reading book, doing sth I must do but don’t have enough vigor and playing other games 🙄. And here I think maybe I should just stop playing, then I will have time to do others. But I will quit it for sure, I then will feel guilty for my guild mates, my friends I have added, my vice leader who try their best to take on the guild, I like you very much, you always cheer us on but I didn’t reply to you even once, maybe you will think that I’m being cold, but truthfully I’m just being shy, English is not my mother language and you are the one I’m almost admire, like you’re my idol, hope I can get enough encourage to message them like this tomorrow. Well I have made up my mind, I’ll quit the game for sure, for real, I swear ✋

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