Yaar is emotional pain ki koi dawai kyu nahi bani aaj tak.

Kamabkht raat ko hi jyada hota hai.

Breakup

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Happy

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Emotional Abuse

I am 30 year old female. I have been preparing for government Bank exams but didn't get in. Partially it was my fault because I didn't study. Partially it was people around me or my luck. In short I had faced a lot in my life and suffered a lot. But saying all of that, now I am attracted to a 20 year old guy and vice versa. He is studying medicine and studies more than 12 hrs a day. On the other hand I am someone who studies just for 4 hours maximum. I am so embarrassed. Should I stop talking to him? He won't be interested in me anymore after knowing this fact. 

Life

I'm talking to a guy...so he is getting ready for his divorce because she cheated on him.....he approached me through an app and I felt this guy is really nice so I started talking to him....I started liking him but 2 days back I joked about something really silly random thing.. nothing that would hurt him because I don't really like hurting others by any means....But he just took it seriously....I just can't understand whay made him feel offended because it's something really silly that everybody jokes around and he knows that I said it without any intention to hurt him... anyway I apologized to him even though I don't understand what wrong I said... I apologized again and again...and also asked him the reason for being upset...he said didn't like the way  I used it but it really made no sense because it's something too silly...it's as silly as   me saying him do not goof around.... so in order to resolve the matter I said I am sorry and I will be careful with my words....next day i messaged him and we facetimed ...so I just smiled at him...he said don't be silly...I said just to smile...he said no...I said let's leave the matter and asked him to smile...he said don't create a scene and he left....I felt bad...I didn't call him since then....I really liked him and thought this could lead to something but this behaviour makes me question about will he able to understand me... because he is just not willing to accept that what I said was just a random thing that didn't mean to hurt him by any means....I apologized for something I didn't do for something, thats so silly that if it were anybody else , they wouldn't have been this upset....I have been through a divorce myself and now I just can't bear to be the victim always...I forgive everything but people just don't move on...I don't know what I did...I apologize for everything even if it is not my fault just to end such silly fights....but now I just feel like nobody is trying to understand me...the more I try to make others happy and comfortable around me the more I am hurting myself, devaluing myself... should I call him and apologize again because I feel I just give up on such silly things so easily no relationship would last... as nobody is perfect and we have to  overlook on some aspects or should I make him realise that what he is doing is hurting me ??? this is really stressing me out...

Relationships

I can’t seem to understand myself no matter how hard I try. When i think i’ve got it all figured out, i find myself drowning again and returning to that dark place that makes me hate myself and everything around me. I feel exhausted but at the same time i feel like maybe i’m just making excuses. In our current world if you just stop for some time to catch your breath then you’ll fall behind. The worst thing is that no one around me understands, it makes me feel like i should not be feeling the way i am.

Confusion

Hi, so I have been trying to figure out what exactly is moving on and why do I do it and still hope that maybe next time someone breaks me it won't be that hard but the pain is 100 times stronger than last one and each time my heart breaks and never get fixed or I never try to fix it because it reminds me of what I have gone through last time but does it makes it easier , no it doesn't. No I am not talking about different persons it's just one and no it isn't about love or breakup it's about emotional abuse.
I tried to ask her begged her to Care for me one time just one time and she didn't even look up to meet my eye and scoffed and said I did not deserve her and guilt tripped me
I never really knew what is abuse specifically emotional abuse but trust me it's more dangerous than physical abuse it destroys you from within and breaks you for life time. It hits you hard on the same place again and again until it permanently marked in there for life and haunt you till forever. She did exactly same to me and I can't believe when someone actually communicates with me instead of saying it's your fault.

I love him but he rarely answers my call and replies to texts very late and he thinks it's fine and says he loves me 

Boyfriend

Today someone in this app said something plannet so i remember few lines
"There may be no other person on this plannet better understands how and why we make the choices we make"
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