Yaar Aaj ka din kitta boring hai 😞 don't know what to do ? Any suggestions!

Confusion

Hi everybody
I'm bored

I am so alone that if I die today nobody will realise I am gone.

Lonely

It has been one month since our nasty breakup. Jo usne kia, jaise mere muh pe tamasha maarke. Mujhe bahut bura feel karwaya har tareeke se. Rishtey me aane se pehle Jin cheezo ka darr tha, Maine usko bola tha, cheating, ghosting, abrupt break up, jiske Karan maine use 'haan' nhi bola tha. Woh bus ek cheez convince karta gaya mujhe, I ll never break ur heart. Mujhe pyar hota gaya usse, apne se jyada, uski saari pareshania apne pe leti gayi. Ekdin achanak bolta hai, ab mujhe accha nhi lagta, iss rishte me, force mat kar. Maine socha ekdin gussa ho Gaya hoga kisi baat par. Par baki sab jhuth tha, aur baat sach bola usne sirf. Raato raat main, jaan, Baby se, Haan bol, ho gayi. Phone kyun nhi kia se, kyun disturb kar rhi hai ho gaya. Abhi mat rakh, thodi der aur baat kar se, mujhe jyada request karegi toh block kar dunga tujhe tak. Phir block bhi kar dia, completely. Main roti rhi, bed se usthna bhaadi ho gaya. Sirf woh yaad aata rha. Uske call ka intezaar, ho kabhi nhi aane wala tha. Ek mahina ho gaya. Ab main phir se ek normalised zindagi ki tarf Jaa rhi hu. Ab intezaar bhi nhi rha. He has moved on, may be kisi aur se wohi se baatein. Best thing is it doesn't make any difference to me, anymore. In the whole process, he has lost someone, who always believed in giving, rather than taking. No doubt, finally the net giver is always at the receiving end. Jo hai thik hai. Sochti hu itna bhi vasta nhi rakha gaya, ke ekbar bole woh kaisa hai, jiske sath bhi hai. Hope he is happy now. 
P.S. pain of heartbreak, will go away sooner or later, not the lesson of breach of trust. I am all fine. 

Affirmations

Hey how are you doing ? I don't think you are doing good , it may seem like there is nothing good in your life rn but trust me its all gonna be okay keep fighting with whatever you are going through whether it is depression ,any bad experience , trauma or a breakup with friend , gf , bf . Its all gonna be worth it trust me just don&apos;t give up please? Do whatever you want to do , feel however you want to , be what you want be don&apos;t let others decide about you or don&apos;t let their words affect you . Take your time to heal there&apos;s nothing wrong put yourself first then others love yourselves , take care of yourself,&nbsp; do things that make you happy or maybe even just gives you a smile ? Just for yourselves.&nbsp; Go eat something please don&apos;t starve your body is perfect your face is perfect you are beautiful and you matter you smile matters your existence matters okay? You are not skinny you are not fat you are not ugly nor you are weird YOUR ARE JUST BEING YOURSELF AND BE PROUD OF YOURSELF.&nbsp; I love you , im proud of you , i believe in you , i trust you , read this again .&nbsp; You are such a beautiful human you are worth and enough.&nbsp; Don&apos;t beat yourself over anything okay its past try to move on okay? I know society builds up a standard that whenever you are alone you are not happy but its not like that you can enjoy everything out there alone just start to love yourself start by having a small good habit like drinking warm water after waking up , or maybe go on a trip? Go out for yourself make tine for yourself even if it is only 10 mins , do what makes you happy or makes you smile bcz that smiles looks good on you . The demons in your head are trying to capture your beautiful heart they have never seen such a beautiful heart before . Watch the sky when you will feel alone yk why? Bcz maybe someone is also watching it at the same time you are not alond ok? I want you to live every second of your life bcz you are worth it . Pls dont leave this world , this world needs angels like you . Plis smile if you are reading this . You&apos;re strong you are still here in proud of you . You are not useless . You are not a burden you are a blessing to this world like hell angels like you make this world a better place so plis dont ever live your precious spot . Use your voice it sounds beautiful its melodious . Sorry that no one is there for you no one is noticing that you have lost im sorry i wish i could take all your sadness your bad past ot whatever you are going through . You are not being dramatic , your feelings are valid . I hope one day you will come over of all the thing you are going through and you will be genuinely happy and be proud of yourself just stay dont give up . THIS IS YOUR SIGN TO STAY AND LOVE YOURSELF . Wipe those tears and smile . 



The stranger who cares and loves you more than anything in this world . I hope you will remember everything i said ♡

~ meow 

Self Love

Whenever I open instagram

I feel like - me madarchod hu jo yaha aaya 😑

3am Thoughts

I feel so stuck in life. I don't know what to do in my life. I feel so exhausted mentally. I wish someone was there to understand and guide me

Life

living on my terms in my life is all I want and wish for. I just want to be free to do anything I like. I ain't a good dancer. I am not a cool person. but I am funny in. do rich people have everything easy? don't they have to struggle for anything? like people who are rich and cool? I think coolness comes with being rich. rich people are even beautiful. I want to be ultra rich tbh. 

This mf got my heart. I just met him like a day ago but he’s a fking sweetheart and my bsf <3 If I lose this one, I’m done w guys and friendships. I think he’ll know I’m talking about him even tho I’m anonymous. 

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