Wtf is up with my brain!

Okay I’m kinda the person who likes to keep my social groups seperate especially the ones that are family friends who I know since childhood and like my university/college friends. 


But now I have a few family friends coming to my university/college and it feels like from the convos that have been going around that they are keen to join my uni/college friend group 

Like I know I’m making a fuss out of it but I just like to keep them separated and for some reason I have anxiety and have been stressing over it 

Oh god I hope so 
I feel bad but I don’t really like to mix it up 

I really hope so :/ 
Thanks tho this helps 

Friends

I feel depressed lately, and two days ago I felt sad and needed to express my feelings because I couldn’t handle it anymore, so I sent voice notes to  my friends (of a long time) and told them why I’m feeling sad but I’ll they do is ignoring me except one who tried to lighten the mood so they can get over my messages and discuss something else,, so I felt more sad because I kept asking myself are they really my friends? What’s change?. at that time I really needed someone who I can talk with 😞

3am Thoughts

I went through a rough patch.. Nobody was there apart from my family I'm healing..so I started calling up friends, ping them, ask for their well being and it works in healing, but it's like one way I call or I message first and there's only revert.. I tried not texting them for straight a week and nobody showed up, so I blocked all of them on whatsApp and Instagram and it's now third day still not even a call.. Nobody bat an eye , I'm feeling lonely now, what shall I do? 

Lonely

It's hard to find people who actually want to be your friends and genuinely care about you. These days every friendship i see is filled with lies, people taking advantage of each other. Have all of humans stopped caring about other genuinely or is it just me. 

For everyone who has been hurt by fake friends: f*** fake friends we don't need them. The only thing they are good for, is leaving. 
Practice self love guys. Don't let anyone eat your mental peace. 

Self Love

Is it okey not to have friends 

Breakup

Wanting rich friends who are not toxic and loyal can spend on you is it too much to ask for?

Friends what is friends
Friendship is nothing but a tool which u only play n throw
Either u play or get played by them
Its just painful to see everyone enjoying without u
Cuz it makes u feel your existence doesn't matter anywhere
But on the other hand if u take it as positive it mean you are strong enough to live alone
I have no friends doesn't mean i cant make friends
Making friends are far easier than boiling water lol
Just join a group of friends n treat them anything in canteen boom u hot friends
Feed them daily n they ll be ready to be your host n u can eat them like a paracite
But i never tried this even though i have few bucks i just hate friends
Cuz friends are nothing more than a tool who are selfish like hell
Person who match my vibe understand my feelings like my habits appreciate me help me encourage me 
Hasn't born maybe

Exhausted

Why do my friends always leave me :(( I help them selflessly and still they end up leaving me. They talk to me only when they need me. I have lost my best friends in past few years and this makes me feel so lonely. 🥺 I am left with nobody to talk to.

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