Write one word to describe your present situation in life.✨
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Gratitude

It's so wired.. whyy is random ppl talking and looking to me today. Am i on news 😭😭

3am Thoughts

I hate this   fake world  and people in it 

Misunderstanding

I am 18 years old girl. I have 81 kg, and I'm 5,2. Most of the day, i have to go out with my 10 month old baby brother and 4 years old brother. Our grandmother's house is pretty close, so we used to walk there. And today, my grandmas friend tells me that she thought i was their mother. I meant she thought my brothers were my kids. And they laughed about it for a few minutes. I know i am FĀT and big. But still, it hurts me deeply. Whenever i show my mother a picture of a cute dress, she will say that it won't suit me or i will be looking like a prëgnant woman in that dress. my older brother also had never said any sweet thing to me. They only call me whenever they need something. have been trying to lose weight, but it has been so difficult. I know I'm not pretty like other girls, but i just want to hear at least one positive thing about myself. I am so sad right now 😕😿  

Who ever has read this THANKYOU 💗

It’s been a long week. I just don’t know how to feel right now. I feel numb to a point. A lot happened and I’m still trying to process people and situations. I’m mentally exhausted.

Stress

Well, I am terrified. I have anxiety and get anxious about almost everything and I've spent the last 3 years or so looking for a job desperately and there's an opportunity for me to do work placement, which is basically when you choose a store and work there as a trial pretty much but you don't get paid, but you get tones of experience and all that and, I kinda want to do and I know that If I don't do this my family is going to be so disappointed in me. But I don't like the pressure. And I feel as though I'm about to hit my peak. And I just want to scream! I've been confident before but I have this nice shell around me and it's comfortable and now I don't know what to do.😭

Does dreams that we dream while sleeping mean anything?
I dreamt of kissing my roommate even tho I really don't wanna do that in real life. So why does that happen. Also everytime I had a dream of kissing Simone it's always been a girl. (Is it coz I have only kissed girls earlier? ) Even if I saw dreams of being with any boy, we could never do anything. While with the dream with girl on it, I absolutely be in a full happy relationship with her and the kiss is seen very clearly as well. Lol idk. I'm a girl btw.

LGBTQ

Whose tears am I shedding 

Hi everyone,
I am a 19 year old Nigerian girl. Dark skinned, tall and chubby. I have a gap teeth with a nice smile. I dress pretty nicely and I love movies and video games. I just got dumped again for the fifth time😥. I feel like there's something wrong with me. I move around with two friends who are both super pretty and they have no problem getting the boys. I feel ugly and useless. It's bad because I always start falling head over heels for them and they lead me on and make me feel special and loved only to get dumped or friend zoned. Last night, I put on a very sexy dress and wore it around campus. I got some stares here and there and it made me feel so disgusting. I walked to a lonely corner on the road and cried my eyes out. I suddenly realized that no matter how good I looked on the outside, it won't change my self worth because I already felt ugly on the inside. I guess inner beauty is really an asset. I don't want to be like this. I don't want to feel grateful for 5 seconds of attention from a boy. I wish I could find someone who truly loves me and sees the funny and amazing person I believe myself to be. I have so much to give but nobody to receive it. I have no one else to talk to because people think I am a super hot girl who gets any boy she wants. The world can never understand how the fragile heart works. I mean, even big girls cry too.

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