Wow. The minute it turned 00:00. The first thing occured to me was this. Don't this be the year, i lose anyone i love (death). I don't want to be crying next to a coffin. And i know its sure gonna happen one day or another but i would like to postpone it as  much possible. And nothing is in my hands tho. So... 


Wow!!! From your wish, your nature is clearly understood. I hope everyone stays safe this year. 

Life

Hi, I have trust issues with people as in the past I have been betrayed and let down by people nearest and dearest to me.
Now this past experience is causing issues in the prest relationships, friends, family also with my students. I have severe anxiety when I get doubts about some and I end up doing something or saying things that cause hurt to the other person please help or suggest a way out of it. 

Anxiety

Hello everyone any old user here??
its queen here

Friends

I got selected for district level ball badminton 😁 i am going to be offline for a week and i will be very far away from my family for a week and this is the first time i am going for matches so my mom is worring a ton 🥹🤌but i love that she is carrying for me.....and i am excited 😆 eeeekk

Stress

How to decide Wheather this carrier is good for you for rest of your life say 25 years??? 

3am Thoughts

I don’t know what to do . Everyone is just leaving me ,again. I thought it was it , I was finally going to be happy… I’m feeling like i’m totally alone. I relapsed and nobody’s here for me . I just want everything to be over 

I don’t know how to feel right now. My parents fight a lot. And my mother complains about my father almost anout to beat her, but ik he will never do anything like that. He will do anything but raise his hand on her. And ik how she must’ve felt in that situation. But I am already dealing with so much right now. I have work stress. They are not at all cooperative. I feel like my head is going to explode. It is so annoying. And when I tell her it’s nothing to be worried about, she says that she wishes I get someone like my father who behaves the same way, then I’ll know. And it is heartbreaking. How can you wish something like that for your own daughter. I love my dad but the parts when he is arguing or shouting, I don’t want it. 

Family

I know what it's like when someone doesn't feel the same way about you. Someone you can't stop thinking about. It hurts... But you can't make people like you.

Observe her as she lights a cigarette, puts her phone on silent, strokes her hair with the left hand and silently stands on the balcony to watch the skyline lighting up the darkness of the city, trying to figure if she is happy, or maybe, just trying to understand what happiness means to her. 

Gaze at her, hear the words she doesn't say as she looks into your eyes holding your hand, for there will be days when utterances will not find her, or she will not find them.

Know that she doesn't talk much. After all, she is still too afraid to give away all of herself, because people in the past haven't cared for her the way she wanted to, that she has learnt to find peace in herself, in the dark moon and in her favourite pack of cigarettes.

She will not open up to anyone and she will close herself out totally because she does not feel good talking about her vulnerable sides, she will give you a hundred reasons to believe that she is okay. But let her lie on your lap and stroke her hair and tell her you will stay.
And if you stay...

She will make you her home, and she will bet his life on never letting you go.

If you stay, she will always stand before through anything. Whatever comes for you will always have her standing first. If you stay, she will never let you fail ever again.

If you stay, she will make the stars fall at your feet, she will love you for life and in the world that lies beyond it.

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