Would I ever get someone who loves me as much as I do.. would I ever get someone who would care about me alot.. I seriously need someone genuine.

If looking for a genuine friend i can help.
And see how it turns out.

I would say don't try to rush it. Love does not happen in a day nor a week. Friends are people who care about you, so you should try and make close friends in which make you feel loved. Then you can progress from there.

3am Thoughts

Do you think the Opening Ceremony of the Olympics was SATANIC?


Anyone's life is not your competition. 

Going  so much physically and emotionally, and there is only one person whom i choose , at the end of the day saying, "everbody go with this ,you are not the first one" wahooo ...caring baby in 22week working day and night and at the end ,i even don't deserve to hear how you are feeling? Is this kind of toxicity i deserve.

I'm so tired, sometimes i want to just end myself, I can't feel the pain in my chest anymore, i hate my body. My first love whom i loved wholeheartedly used me just for my body..... it's not the only reason, there are so many reasons, I thought i will be able to move on from that fact as time passes away...but we are stuck in this quarantine, no new memories, relieving our past memories..we were together for 4 years...yet he cheated....and faked everything, I don't know what to do anymore...i was so dumb that time...i want to forget everything...i want a normal life... I don't even want this body...i hate everything about myself.. I'm never good enough...

Suicidal Ideation

For you ✨✨
"it sounds fake but you really do have a lot of silent lovers in your life who look at you and wish they had your smile, your hair, your humor, your energy, your laugh, or are simply just cheering you on. some are just too shy to tell you they admire you, remember that when you feel alone..."

But at the same time you need to be your own lover first,
by appreciating your efforts, your care that you do for your self...by knowing your limits as well as your boundaries..by understanding your behaviour as well as your actions..by knowing that you can't be okay all the time.. you will be sad you will be happy but every phase of your life seems good when you are with you first...so there will lots of people who admire you, whom you inspired..but be your own inspiration first by never ever giving up on yourself....

take good care of yourself and try to love yourself a little more today...💚💙💜

- Queen 👑



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