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Hi I’m Sharon and I’m 18 years old, turning 19 this September 18. Lately I’m feeling so depressed the reason is I’m losing my confidence. A year ago when I was in 1st year of my graduation I got some skin infection over my hands,legs and back and some dark spots on my face so I started losing my confidence and about 3 years ago my dad and my mom quarrelled for some reason since then my dad left the house and he is stayed in some other place though he moved out he comes to see me and lately my mom started acting weird and I guess she have some bi-polar disorder due to all these stress I failed in my exams(4subjects)and I don’t have any siblings and I barely have friends who care about me
Every single day every second I miss my dad so much I want him and my mom to be happy
I used to have some relationships but I felt that he is not the right one for me
From past few days I literally wanted to die but I am the only daughter for my parents if I’m gone there is nobody else to take care of my parents

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Hey!
I understand what you mean! But its really important for you to take a step for yourself, do not worry about your scars, outer personality. Work on making your inner self beautiful. Outer beauty will fade today or tomorrow, but the inner one stays with you forever. You should be confident, stand up in the mirror and feel proud of yourself. You do not need to please people around you with your beautiful people. The people who are nice or are actually there for you wont worry about your outer looking body. Since you have been through some failures, take some break, relax yourself and try doing it again in small portions, rather than doing 4 subjects, try 2 or even 1 at a time. You will do great. Have some faith in you.
Feel free to talk here if you want!

0367
@0367

Hi Sharon first of all happy birthday in advance dear.Now coming to your first problem look in the world there is so many personalities who have marks in their face and body… But they didn’t stop due to this they proved them and that marks become their style or their recognition signature style.dont hesitate by what you are… Be proud for the reason what you will be and you will inspire many…to your second problem see you are part of your parents and only you make your parents unite again if you try your best…i can help somehow if you give some more detail on this… Don’t worry for the xams you will clear this time with your little efforts. Missing dad is obviously… You know my dad is no more I too miss him… You have yours .talk to him and share how much you miss your dad. And one more thing we are family dear. ☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺

0367
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For your mother https://youtu.be/gs-x4tNIGbw