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Can't describe something but can hurt someone 
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Not always the same sometimes feels lonely and sometimes wants to be alone ❤

Exhausted

Anyone up for a full vent out session about a very cliche crush over best friend's girlfriend??🥲


Anxiety

I’m someone who hardly fall for someone but yo, this guy at my previous job, idk if he was just being friendly or flirting because I’m quite stupid at seeing guys making move. Basically we work at the hospital department for awhile because of covid and both of us happen to get close after we get to be a partner at work and on that same day, we met at the clinic department to get our 1st vaccine 😂 cut things short, we get to work together again and he was on the phone with the clinic about the 2nd date of his next vaccine. He put down the phone and asked about my next appointment and I told mine it’s not the same as his and after that he asked me if I don’t mind giving my particular so he could call the clinic to change for my date and both of us can go together 🙂 oh and on that same day I wasn’t feeling so well and SLEEPY and he told me that he wouldn’t mind going further down just to get me a can of Redbull(because our hospital is far from all the shops). Anyway he found my ig through one of our colleague and he start talking to me through dms. And when we get to work together again, he was complimenting about my artwork. Mind y’all, there’s nothing flirty from my side I was just being nice to him since he’s nice to me. One occasion where I was send home because my health was not doing so well, he dm me at night asking what happen as he saw me from far that I’ve been “knocking” my head the whole time I work that day. And when I think back, his working sitting position wasn’t facing me AT ALL. Like both our backs at facing each other so he has been turning around to check up on me??🥴 so my contract ended early and it was my idea to change our artwork as a farewell gift to each other since he can draw too and guess what he gave me? HE DRAW A SMALL PORTRAIT OF ME FROM MY INSTAGRAM STORY WHERE HE FIRST STARTED COMMUNICATING WITH ME. Ok readers, let’s not get too excited from here, a month later I got to know he’s dating someone so ya lol. Idk if I’m too stupid to think that a guy being nice to me = flirting 🥴🤨

Colleague

Myth:
Counselling is for people who are weak. 

Fact:
Confronting and addressing your problems through counselling takes
 - Courage
 - Self-discipline and 
 - Motivation

An individual is not psychologically impaired or weak if they are going for counselling. 


Psychology

I’m new to this platform ...I just wanted to give it a try on what really happens here ...n I posted my thoughts here...you guys are amazing all those ppl who replied to my post really made up my day❤️

Happy

I cannot workout for the time being because I injured myself in the gym. And I realized how good a stress buster it was. I miss working out 

Physical Health

I haven't been eating properly too, I used to eat a lot and snack too much, but now I barely eat. That's because my family is skinny, well they only have very but very small rolls like u can barely see them and I don't I am chubbier...I'm not fat or skinny I'm in between. I used to weigh 158.9lbs, and since I have been feeling very depressed and I lost appetite I am currently 154.8lbs. I have also been working out so not eating well and working out made me lose weight fast...and I'll admit that I'm not proud of it.
My sister is pretty and she is getting her curves and I envy that, she has good grades, she is pretty, and I envy that a lot, but that doesn't mean I wish her the worst. The reason I envy her is that my parents like how smart she is and they sometimes compare me to her and it isn't the best feeling. 
They expected me to be like her, my mom also said I should be skinny and work out...my dad is also like that with me he says I like to eat lots of junk food when he doesn't even know that I haven't eaten in all day.
 He always comes from work around 7-8 pm and he thinks I am lazy and never do anything. I like to eat quesadillas a lot at the same time my dad gets home, and this one time I prepare some and he told me not long ago that, I should stop eating that and eat proper food that my mom makes and he even said that's why I look how I do, that hurt because he called me fat without saying that word. To this day I don't eat any...My parents have brought such a huge impact on me and the way I eat and not a good one to say.
Remember how I said he comes around 7-8 PM that's about the time I am done with HW and when I do use my phone he always tells me I have been using it all day and that I haven't done anything and that I should be doing hw like my sister, as I said before he thinks he knows me but he doesn't. I told him once that he hadn't seen me do any hw because he is never home. that fact that he said like my sister always angers me, like anybody else no one likes being compared to their other sibling, and when they do that it just leads them to hate their sibling.


Depression

Why am I again feeling the same depression again feeling the same anxiety again I want to be alone again I wish that i could die again I feel not to talk more again I want to be invisible again I just want to quit from this World
Plz help!!!!!

I don’t understand the concept of introvert and extrovert.
For example I have a group of 4 friends. I am open to my them but no-one knows everything about me. I can talk for hours on various topics but no personal discussion but Something I don’t want to talk to anyone.
I don't like to go out but if you are planning a trip, count me in.
Am I a introvert or extrovert.

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