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3am Thoughts

I m in a relationship . I like him . But he likes other girl's booty and almost naked pictures . This makes me cry . I don't like it at all . Am I over reacting to this ? Him liking those makes me feel not good enough for him . I m not pretty not at all . But this makes me feel even worse about myself . Is it okay if ge does this because I m not something to look at . So does this justify him doing this ?? Am I over reacting?  

Relationships

Anyone From Kota ?

Friends

Sometimes it feels very bad, that I've Chest fat .. I'll have a good chest one day ☹️☹️

Frustration

No one cares.

Depression


I'm a 17 will be turning 18 next month.


I think I'm suffering from mild depression I guess , I have also some emotional behavioural difficulties.

I have rapid mood swings


I get angry 😠 when things don't go my way and also on small things and make a issue out of it and I dont know what's wrong with me , I even had some anger outbursts in the pasts , which hurt my loved ones.
💔.  I feel like such a bad person now.
I don't even care about other people feelings can't see with their point of view even if i want to.... i don't want to get out of bed sometimes and don't feel like taking a bath , I don't feel like learning new things which I used to like doing.
It's affecting my friendship to the pointwhere it can endand I don't  want that because I have a deep friendship and my friend is one of the reasons why I'm still alive, so I decided to take a mental health self assessment to address my issue , it's not a diagnosis but just  a self assessment the results show I have some emotional behavioural difficulties.


These are affecting my relationship and I can't get therapy because my parents won't understand and I don't have money for that so I'm writing to u to help me.


I don't know what's wrong with me , I expect too much , I have little fun , I can't be happy anymore , I don't even know when I felt real happiness.


And have rapid mood swings sometimes. I get annoyed or angry at people close to me for little to no reasons.

Because of mild depression I had trouble in my final exams and even trouble concentration on my studies I want to study but just can't.


I'm having thoughts of suicide 😕 and I feel guilty and a person deserve to be punished.


I'm getting angry and annoyed over little things and do overthinking and I don't know how to cope with it.



Confusion

going to sleep. Hope I wake up to a message saying I got the job!

Exhausted

I am so tired of living a lie, and so much exhausted of being someone i am not. The people around me don't value me, they don't care even if trying to be a nice person sometimes. 

Social Anxiety

I hate this feeling.
Im always crying because of the guy who didn't care about my feelings. He is my boyfriend but he keeps ignoring me.


I have a personal problem but 
I can't figure it out what my problem is.
I'm always sad I don't know I've been suffering to anxiety and depression.
I hate my self more and more. I'm not happy anymore.

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