Wish I could be embraced, wish I had someone who could love and appreciate the scars received from various battles of life.

And I'm sure so would anyone 😊

Hope you keep smiling too.

Thank you for saying that, much appreciated!

Likewise, if you wanna share anything, I'm here


That's really kind of you. I have opened up in a recent post. :)

There's much more going and sometimes it becomes difficult to hold on to life.

Tbh initially I wasn't into it but then he always stated it was mutual. Usually I don't let people get close to me bcos I know eventually it will hurt me. Thought he wouldn't do that to me and I let him access my energies and time but..I can't beg for love..I wasn't insecure as a person, he has no idea that I let him instill insecurities inside me.. that triggers my anxiety..

I need to just keep myself away from these emotions. I used to have a strong emotional defense mechanism earlier. But I had a personal loss in my family post which I started feeling lost. Became detached from everyone yet craved for love and that's how landed on apps.

Indeed and that is what has happened. I had installed this app yesterday and found it fascinating as I could pen down my feelings and could be heard.

Thank you!
I still keep smiling 😊

Let me hear you out too 🌸

I'm sorry to hear that. I know the wounds received emotionally might still hurt. And here you are, strong enough that you're being there for others. It's sad that we live in a world where people lack compassion. It's pathetic that humans behave in an inhumane way. How are you pulling through? 

Also, I'm not sure if asking this would be right but if you want you can text me directly.

The way we had our conversation, I'm definitely more than comfortable to talk to you. Kindly connect.



The feeling of loneliness or that void, I can relate. Have felt that. I can't imagine how you've pulled through. Honestly, I'm proud of you that you didn't give up. I used to have thoughts of giving up but I managed to come out of that.

I hope you're out of that phase, aren't you?

Thank you for confiding in me. Also, I'm grateful that you provided me a space to open up. How do I identify you in message box? There were a couple of requests. I don't wanna talk about it to anyone else thinking it's you.

Compassion

My name in whatever you decide and

I'm just gonna call you mine

-taylor avift

3am Thoughts

Expecting to party over the summer... End up staring at the TV the whole time

I don't hate Ipl but 
My dad love MI and i love CSK 
And we argue about it everytime 
😂😂😂😂😂
Anyone can relate?

I am slowly learning what it means to be human.
I am slowly learning how to forgive the past. How to accept that sometimes beautiful things end, that sometimes the timing isn’t right, that sometimes the messiness of life gets in the way. I am slowly learning that endings aren’t something to be upset about, but rather, I am slowly learning how to appreciate how damn lucky I was to experience something real and hopeful and light in a world that sometimes fails to be soft.
I am slowly learning how to be alone. I am slowly learning how to wake up in the middle of the bed. How to make just one cup of coffee in the mornings. How to hold my own heart, how to take up my own space. I am slowly learning how to stop filling voids with other human beings, and instead, I am slowly learning how to confront the void itself. How to heal it.
I am slowly learning what it means to be human. What it means to make mistakes and learn from them. What it means to be both happy and sad at the same time. I am slowly learning how to do the damn work. How to stop running from what is heavy and uncomfortable in my life. How to take the easy route less and less. How to grow myself, how to be a better person.
But most of all, I am slowly learning how to just be, in this moment. How to exist. How to understand that I cannot control life, that I can only experience it in both its light and its dark stages. I am slowly learning how to laugh and cry and feel through it all, how to welcome the confusion and the joy that comes with loving, and living, and breaking. I am slowly learning how to accept where I am.
I am slowly learning how to simply believe in the person I am becoming.


Affirmations

What should I do to recover from depression ? In 30 days ? 

Addiction

Maturity is realising that it is:

"I'm a Barbie girl, in the Barbie world"

And not : 

"Ambambaadi Pow, Peskopodi wow"


Life becomes a cakewalk when you love what you do , and do what you love

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