why with me always....in class of 200,i don't have any single friend...and also ham jese kehte hain ghochu...vo me hi hu... typically idiot....don't have any hobbies...just doing timepass on phone....only plus thing in me is I'm good in study.... waiting for more 3 year so I can finally graduate and leave this place:(

it's almost 2 year......most of them have groups...and no one will add me... literally 

I kinda feel the same except I'm not good at studies either. 
Let's work hard to change a little to become a better version of ourselves (well it'll be lil hard but don't give up it's not too late for you..you still have time and you can make amazing friends 💫🫂) I'm with you buddy

3am Thoughts

why? I'm out here, far away from u, questioning myself what did I do? How could u blame me? we swore, remember? 

Failure

Love yourself Deeply 

Hey
It's been tough every night to sleep....having everything but still feel anxiety...

On Friday I met with my counselor. She gave me work to do. She asked me to write in my journal whenever I think about Meredith. And then she is going to check in with me next time I talk with her. ￼

Depression

Heyyyy

yea I'm just an alarm system that reminds what promises were made and sometimes,.... even that alarm gets ignored for petty dreams others tell. Somebody even mentioned I don't listen to them even if they are the one who ignored my deeds over other mf girls gossip. I'm sick of talking shit with dumb people and having to remind that again and again for gods sake. No chance for ppl who never learns anymore. I have had enough!!

Relationships

Hi there

Ever felt so lonely that you start cutting off from people who are there? 

If you are reading further, I guess, you were here, too. 

I was this person who is like candy. Colourful, sweet and something that everyone likes, well, most of them. Nothing changed in an instant, but everything did. There were good things and there were bad things. But mostly those good turned into bad. Or, I turned them into bad. I am turning them into bad.

This shell of my body has trapped me. And in another way, it feels like I'm not at all in my body, like I'm flying outside of it. I'm not controlling it or feeling it. I'm just looking at it doing all the wrong things and I can't do anything.

Oscar Wilde once said that death must be beautiful. I want to say, "Indeed" in reply. I don't believe him though but the idea of leaving this all behind is fascinating. Why is this urge to have someone to just listen or talk is growing so big? Its not that I don't have people to be there. It feels like I'm in the middle of an ocean and there sand everywhere. Being afraid of water is not letting me find another place to be and this sand is making it difficult to find a way out. Sure, all these thoughts sound so shitty but I know you were here and this place is not as lonely as it feels.

New Year's is in 4 months. I don't want to make everyday of the remaining year a shit. Funny thing, I am.

Everything is so vague, there's nothing solid to hold on to. This sand is slipping. I lost it. I don't want it back now. I want something which is not fragile. Something which is not under the constant fear of getting fucked. Its not as big as it sounds. 

Crying is better. It is not fragile. It will surely leave the same impact as it always does. Yes, I can hold on to it.

Dear body, 

Its enough wrong you've done. Its enough hurt you've caused. We are not 2, please call me back. Can't you see how all of the things we built are falling apart now? I feel lonely without you. Please let me in.

I Miss You, Dearest. 

So there's this guy that I like but our families know each other and like I am pretty sure he is attracted to me but I don't know if I should make the first move and if yes then how.
We are both pretty shy and would not know what to do
He still tries, asks me out on zoom study dates and plays with my hair, puts his hand on my leg if I'm panicking.
I don't know what to do because like our families kinda know each other and I don't want stuff to get awkward between them if suppose he rejects me when I confess lol, help


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