Why the hell is life so hard…why do we have to struggle in everything we do…why cant i control my emotions …its so frustrating…i had worked so hard but what the use…no questions came from their…it happens every fucking time…when i study i wont get an easy paper…whats the use of studying…i want to cry so much …i wish i was in hostel atleast i could have cried but here i cant even do that…i know this isnt a big thing but m so frustrated right now…i know that i cant undo it but i cant help it. I wish it was that easy to control what we feel . My head is aching i want to prepare for next exam but i cant concentrate . I feel stuck…i just cant…i feel writing out could make feel any better. Why is my luck alwys this bad. I feel so helpless and hopeless. I wish i had atleast a friend whom i could call and cry but i have no one this close.