Why some people use us and do tympass with us even after knowing that we love them so much..:)

3am Thoughts

can I make a report on a person that sexually harassed me last yr

Lost with my life.

Life

How to cope with grief? Please please help
I’m loosing my mind

Anxiety

Too many things to get off my chest. 
The worst thing I did today was broke somebody's heart who gave it to me with so much hope.
The second worst thing is made my frnd a little sad by asking her a question which could have been prevented.
The third is I feel like I cant do anything right. Like I cant handle any rltnship.

Im feeling nothing empty

Mental Health

I don’t know if this is correct place to write but the thing is I’m fucking confused in my life in last 18 months i lost 3 most close people my nana my uncle and my elder cousin sister she was the best supporter in my life and always told me to do what my ❤️ desires , stop talking to my best friend whome I started having feelings forand my parents are not getting along the misunderstandings b/w then is too much I don’t even care what the screame about now, AND I cant choose lately i found that i like to do video editing digital arts and sketches and I knew i was always good at doing sketches without practice with gap of 3,6 even 8 months i could made a good sketch but never embraced that before that I always thought to be mbbs aspirant and now whenever I’m  studying for my enterance exam i look back where my sketch book is and want to practice but then that burden makes me stop My frnds say u should join a arts school or something but I always denied what my parents and relatives think the only thinks gives me relief is gym I don’t even feel to love someone again ,thinking that i will hurt my thself again , i feel alone , Im doing as much i can do after my cousin demise i stoped getting high and smoking i promised her that will stop ❤️❤️ that’s the least i can do for her wish/request , tho i was depressed for Atleast 6 months to accept she’s hone used to look at her old text and pictures. Now songs don’t bring me joy/peace☮️ but I’m no coward I’m not gonna suicide ,im not religious tho, the will i used to have to keep studying is gone i wish had bought a laptop instead of this ipad when i had a choice didn’t knew then what I wanted my concentration span is less than the size of a wall nut in watching Netflix, anime, studying but when it comes to sketching i dont get up until i get what i want my sketches are immature but i feel like i can improve but I’m scared what if i was wrong most of my frnds and batchmates are in college 1st year and I’m a dropout thinking this 

Career

So does any girl want to give me some advice about what I should do with a friend who I’m in love with but she just got out of a relationship and I don’t want to rush things or add pressure 

Any heart broken 💔 like me ? Shall we connect 

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