Why people give hope when they themselves just ruin everything.

Agreed I have been with someone who don’t stable with his emotions 

These people are selfish, once they get what they want from you then they just do shitters thing like this. 

Frustration

Sometimes I wonder if I deserve to live

Depression

I deserve to be thrown out

Mental Illness

You get what u deserve

3am Thoughts

 Shame less me, Am again here 😁

Other

Hope is all wt I need

You can ask the universe for all the signs you want, but ultimately, we see what we want to see, when we are ready to see it.

Who is first love 

Love

Sry I don’t know y I did tat I didn’t mean to hurt u but I was pathetic yesterday deep down I wasn’t angry on u . I thought u cut the call cuz u were out but I couldn’t digest tat u didn’t call me the next full day. I waited like a fool until 2 thinking u would return my call but wen u didn’t it broke me I was reminded ab the time back in school wen u went home for a week how pathetic I was , I saw myself at the same point yesterday which was devastating. I really don’t wanna be in love it’s just a waste of time and energy and to be dependent on someone is something I’m not looking forward to tats y I wanna end all tis. I know both of us r happy like tis but the more v r invested in tis the more painful it will become. I really hope u consider tis for urself. I am just so stupid tat I always end up hurting u . I’m never nice to u. I trigger ur mood. All I want is for u and me to live life without any regrets. I just know I can treat u any way and u will accept it as long as I stay , I don’t wanna be selfish. I wanna let go . I don’t wanna love . Tis hurts way more than fighting, cuz I don’t mean anything wen v fight but tis just gets to personal. I am sorry I shouldn’t have started an ended story , I was being to selfish

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