Breakup

Why you are so different from what you pretend to appear?

Intro

Why do some people showoff ?? Like do they need validation???  

i have no friends.does this depict iam boring and useless?

Friends

Whenever I share my problems with my friends the always shut me off by saying they are busy or any other excuse. On the contrary, whenever they are feeling or messed up I am the first one the approach. I give them an ear, suggestions and do whatever best I can do but it is never reciprocal. 
When it comes to them, they will know sharing problem helps but why is it that in my case it becomes less important?

Confusion

Never have I ever created fake scenarios in my mind at night which leaded to a total breakdown. 
(I have)

how do I defer real friends from imposters? genuinely, been mentally and emotionally tired for a few weeks...

I can't make friends easily and when I do, i would distance myself or make them feel like I don't care about them intentionally and then regret it but won't apologize and then become sad that I can't trust anyone when I am the one who never shares anything. 

Life

Honestly I feel horrible, all my friends are avoiding me and I’m stuck with some girls I barely even know. 🫠

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