Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Why my mom acts so ridiculous sometimes? Har Wakqt shak karti hai that I am talking to someone and he will use me and so and so, she thinks of me as a characterless insaan ki mai
Kisi se bhi baat karlungi out of nowhere, today I have to say , I ha te her, and I mean it this time , Woh mujhe jitna support karti hai utna hi girati hai, ek Maa se apne liye galat Sunna is the most hurtful thing. Duniya ki baaton se pehele unki baaton se hi mai thak chuki huun. Jo itna pyaar tha unke liye abh Woh khatam ho raha hai, and I am glad I am getting detached , abh ye may sunnana ki maa bohot sacrifice karti hai, har maa karti hai woh, that is the damn consequences of being a mother , ek ladki ye Jaante hue bhi maa bane ka soche toh usme meri galati nahi, har maa ko sacrifice dene padte hai har father ko bhi sacrifice dene padte hai that’s how parenting works. I hope I get out of this place as soon as I can and live my life peacefully the way I always wanted , and if that didn’t happen I promise to un a live myself that very day. I am fed up, I hope I would have too gotten ab or ted like my mother’s first child toh mujhe ye Gandi family mai Ana nahi padhta.