Why life is so hard for me. Why is it so hard to be happy? I see other people who seems happy but I don’t feel happiness. I am always scared. I have no confidence in living this life. Sometimes I think of ending all this but then I think of my family, so I can’t even die. What am I supposed to do?
I know. I am trying my best. But its so hard. I am tired of crying every night when I don’t even know why I am feeling like this. Isn’t it so unfair?
Yeahhh… I hope so. Btw thank you so much for saying all this.
Discover yourself see what you are good at and set goals for your life in long term and enjoy life it’s great and just bec people smile around you or look happy does doesn’t mean they are having great life. Just be positive
Wish you luck 😃💯
Miss_Nyaw💛🤍 @miss_nyaaw
Hi! Even I went through and am going through similar situations in life( sometimes felt like ending up my life, but then though it would be foolish thing cause I would be leaving my parents and my loved ones heartbroken), but yours seem a lot serious… Do not ignore it, talk with any of your closest family member or any friend you are comfortable with… If you don’t do that, this might bundle and keep on growing ( in my case, I used to have sleep paralysis, and at times, I was even too scared to sleep) until it might finally leave you completely destroyed… Please look out for some helping hands out there, talk with your parents, try to make them understand as much as possible, consult a therapist nearby, do something!!! Your life matters, you might get a lot of soothing consoling texts here, and it might make you feel a bit better only for a max of few days, and again you will be consumed by these negative thoughts, please do something about it, and donot ever think that there is nobody to help you.
Stay strong love 💛
You know when I read about you being scared of sleeping I cried. It’s the same with me. From past few years I have been dealing with these things but now it has started to be worse. For me it’s not like I can’t sleep at all. It’s like I am scared of sleeping cause I don’t know if I’ll get sleep or not. Maybe it’s not gonna help me tell things here maybe to you but here’s no one who understand me that’s why I try to say things here. I am slowly trying to tell my family about my condition but I am scared that will they be able to understand me. I told them about my sleeping problem when it got worse and they got so worried. But if I have to tell them about all the things they will be shocked and I don’t know what will happen. I don’t have courage to do that.
Miss_Nyaw💛🤍 @miss_nyaaw
Don’t do that, infact that was the same mistake I did too!!! I had this problem since my high school, and it only grew worse as the time went by… I used to feel that it’s futile sharing it with my parents or friends and that they will not understand me… But then I needed to face the consequences of it, I made me lose all my interest in my day to day activities, took a toll on my studies, couldn’t give my best in exams, couldn’t communicate with anyone, couldn’t even do the simplest of the things( like even rolling my eyeballs from side to side), ate very less, slept a lot, and everyday felt like a curse, I hated to even look at myself in the mirror, do not do this, please…
It can get scary if you don’t open up (I used to have high levels of mood swings, and sometimes I used to cry uncontrollably without knowing the reason why I was crying)… Don’t bottle them up, you know if you cannot explain or talk directly to your parents, write your heart out on a piece of paper and show them to your parents, I know it might get them worried and sad, but hey, it will be even worst if you don’t tell them,. Look strangers can help, but parents are someone who has been with you, since you were an embryo in your mother’s womb, try telling them, they will surely do something, and will definitely help you out, much better and efficiently than the strangers out there
Yeahhh… You are saying the right thing. I’ll try to tell my parents slowly. Thanks for all this🤍
