Why is love so complicated, Iam in love with her and she is in love with some body else , i can do anything for her but .....

Third person:

Man, u pretty much summed it all up very well.

Iam gonna wait for her, cant move on 
I can wait till my last breath,
I mean why not, if shes 70 and still wanna be back , i will be the most happiest person


Anxiety

My husband keeps fighting on trivial things every 3-4 days. It can be the smallest of things like yesterday I told him that a friend of mine sent a video in which a local hospital got flooded because of extreme weather and rains he said you always believe in fake news and this is just one of the fights. I feel terrible because this is happening every 3-4 days. I feel very lonely because this means that the smallest of things I share are judged. 

Relationships

Problem in realtionship


Body image

Very horrible day. I'm so angry today🤬 and feeling like someone to punch something. Got a scolding from my mom and my sister and the way she talks this and that about things and specially about respect and as if she gives respect. Hopefully no gives respect to her. So much negative talk and I feel like if I were to share some feelings with them they'll feel like they will don't give much attention. Deep inside I think we everyone hates me or I feel like some loser. Always pressurizing about the career😑😑 etc... 

Anger Issues

Anyone from Thane here? 

3am Thoughts

uhh anyone bored ?

Anyone up to make a girl group I miss having actual girl friends to take advice from n share things with

Friends

I get home today my mom then switch the tc she gave to me back to the other room for my oldest brother I feel like every time he come out here I get treated differently or pushed to the side.

Family

Life is harsh and unfair to everyone fine I got it... I don't expect anything from it now I'm used to it. But then this lockdown start where we have to live at the same place with same ppl and when things started to get worse for me. I know there is issues in every family and no family and relation is perfect but still I wanted to have a normal family but tbh as growing up I have only seen a probalmatic family at some point of time I thought it's better to be an orphan than living with bunch of ppl who hated each other and they call themselves as family for the sake of ppl. I have only seen quarrel of adults and then they abuse us and it all left me with trauma . I'm too scared to talk to my parents about my mental health and how I was bullied cause they don't listen they only pressurized and torture us. I remember once my mother and father had a huge fight and they both end up beating me and my sibling in rage to satisfy their frustation and thats how I have lived so far . Whatever our parents go through or any other member in the family they vent it out on us cause we r younger than them and they have right to beat us and say all the harsh words ... 
I don't get it why ppl plan to start a family in the first place when they can't handle the responsibility they hate each other but they made our life also living hell by bringing us to existence. They don't allow us to do anything they put restrictions on almost everything which we like tbh pre lockdown life was different but rn what been livin' is the worst atleast before I can escape everything for some when I'm at school but now I'm stuck with them. I just try my best to stay away from them I most of the time locked myself in my room and try to read a book to timepass as I am not allowed to use phone for too long but  I was really hiding it all inside me for too long I never shared all this with anyone cause I have trust issues and I still don't have courage to share it with everyone out there I'm just scared so that why I'm hiding my identity but rn I'm feeling lil better to share it all out.
I truly want this lockdown thing to end and I wish for other to be safe and recover soon all I want isto get all the things to get back to normal I want to meet new ppl n I want to feel happy again by seeing others happy cause I can't change the life I'm livin' but I can't give up on hoping for a better days and till then I have to be strong n find motivation from others....

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