Why is it so hard to balance friendships ? 
Like if I spent time on my friendships it affects my personal relationship and vice versa help 

If your friends and gf/bf both have not problem then u r overthinker.
Stay calm.

3am Thoughts

I think I've spoiled every friendship because of my anger issues. Lately I feel like I'm the problem of everything happening wrong or the reason of anything wrong happened in the past. Nothing happened recently with anyone but I still feel like they don't like me or anything. I'm working on anger management.
Should I talk with everyone or would it come out as being desperate and unnecessary?

Friends

i dont know what i should do, i have a friend who is also my only friend she keep on trying to introduce me to new people and i see this as a sign of distancing from me. i have very bad social skills so often im left in the group she added me in doing or saying nothing. they also make plans right in front of me without inviting me and in person they talk like im not their.

Lately I have started feeling that I dont belong in my friend circle. Idk why. We havent fought or anything.. but I feel very strange when I am with them. 

Trigger Warning:
Mention of suicide 

Hey there! 
So... I've made a couple of online friends a few months back, and now we've grown pretty close. But recently, one of them has been having a very difficult time..., regarding strained relationships with some very close people... I guess I should also mention that they are emotionally sensitive & pretty strong too... like, they've attempted suicide more than once before, feeling overwhelmed with emotional pain... and then again I've seen them (actually heard from them/through chats; we never met irl) be very strong emotionally too...
So... the thing is I'm not sure how to be there for them... As someone who cares a lot (like, A LOT) for their friends, I really feel helpless and desperate at times when chatting with them... Recently, as I said, they've been having a rather difficult time, and they're trying their best to stay strong... But I'm worried that they might be overwhelming/overstraining themselves...
Can anyone please suggest how I can give them more support...?
(PS: in the current situation, getting a therapist isn't possible for them... and due to the pandemic (& distance), it's not possible for me to meet them irl...)
Thanks... :)
Hope you have a nice time ahead:)


Suicidal Ideation

I dont know what's wrong with me but i think i dont have real friends for my entire 25 years here. I've got friends when i was in high school, another friends when in college and another when i was working but i think it doest really lasts. Parting ways comes and that is also the time that our friendship part ways. The friendship built will also fade away so I think there is something wrong with me that my relationship with my friends doesnt lasts.

Relationships

The only thing I've ever wanted is friends but I've only ever made toxic ones that I dropped and it's my fault that I have none because I don't talk to people but nobody understands how hard it is to do that they just say make friends.

does anyone have a social life, cause i dont. I know many people how have guy friends but i dont go plus i am not invited to partys, plus some of my friends had a sleepover and did not invite me, i know their hella toxic and they use me but they do have a social life and i sont know if i should be with them or be alone. fuckkkkk 

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