Why is it so hard to balance friendships ? 
Like if I spent time on my friendships it affects my personal relationship and vice versa help 

If your friends and gf/bf both have not problem then u r overthinker.
Stay calm.

3am Thoughts

Sometimes I feel I don’t have any real friends they are there when you want to go out and eat but when you really need them the most no one shows up and then you feel alone .

I have no friends

Friends

Umm I don't know what is a friends and what is friendships but i only know that if i get any friend i don't makes feel alone 

True Friends Are Those Who Tickles You A Lot When Things Are Going Well And When Things Are Bad, the Same Wandered Friends Show Up at Your Door.

writing this while my mind is in a dark place
friend said something a day ago, how they waited for me to hang out but i never came
i actually did tell them that we should hang out, so i basically flaked on them. it wasnt the first time either, it has happened many times before and i just feel so bad, ive just been kinda running away from it, havent talked to them in a day and dont feel like talking to them anytime soon. just been hanging out with other friends and stuff
honestly, since i woke up, i havent had the motivation to talk to them, and i definitely dont want to talk to them tomorrow too.
i just worry that one day maybe ill mess up really bad and it could ruin our friendship, i dont even have that much friends, definitely below 8.
after writing this i felt a little better. 

i feel so alne i just dont have any friends irl

Lonely

Lost most of my friends recently things haven’t been quite good with my parents and there’s not single person i am feeling like to tilt toward for a shoulder but yes i have learnt to prosper alone but sometimes it’s just this help less feeling that kicks in and i don’t know what to do 

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