Why is it so difficult to find one friend whom you could speak everything in your mind and he/she don't mind it and vice versa? Why does the search so difficult ?

How do you know who I call and who I do not?

Haha I am on this platform for 2 months. You have mistaken me for someone else.

Friends

Now sure if this is a confession or if this is the thing to say but I will this weird attraction towards divorced men. I want to sit with them, talk to them, date them and just be there for them. 
I know there is something terribly wrong with me but I meet normal single guys and I just don't connect with them. 

Confusion

Like I'm screaming and nobody cares to listen. 

I try to reach out to "friends and family" for support. 
I got left on read/ it still said "delivered" since January.

I feel empty in life knowing that I'm all alone in a cold empty world. 
I feel scared. 
I feel abandoned. 

All I've ever asked for was a safe home with Some sense of family attached. 
Yet. 25 years later. 
Still no family. 
No sense of feeling ok. 
No sense of belonging. 
I just want to come home. 
I just wanted to be home. 
To be loved. 



Depression

Anyone want to talk about how twisted life it is ? 

Life

I was dating a guy friend...he was narcissist so after two months we mutually broke up because we think we are not compatible for each other. Now after one month he is texting me casually asking me about my well being. I am in healing phase right now..I don't want to text him back. What should I do? 

When I went to my dermatologist for the first time she said we’ll get rid of all the scars with laser and I never got that because I knew my tendency to let myself go and then she said we will get rid of the forehead scar. Like skin docs only cash on made up problems like scars from childhood. I like that scar what if someone only finds that part of my skin and they can only identify that part of my entire body? SOrrz doc, if you read this, You my boo. But like don’t ask me to get rid of the forehead scar, it makes me feel human.

Physical Health

I'm bored & exausted 

Adulting

When I am away from him, I just long for him like he's the one. When I am with him, I don't feel the spark. What does this imply?

Love

ye maana zindagee hai chaar din ki
bahut hote hain yaaro chaar din bhee....

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