Why is it like your parents favour one child over other? I tried to make peace with this fact that maybe my brother is not as strong headed as me, so that can be the reason for the soft corner. But, when you feel constantly attacked you lose your shit -_-

Discrimination

Some people will break you by their words but its you who will have to stand strong and let their words and actions not affect you.

You will never regret in life if you watch on actions rather than believing in words. People can fake words for their short term benefits but its the actions that define the intentions 

3am Thoughts

If a guy makes his ex gf pregnant , and his gf also had a similar past with her ex bf .. but the woman was accused and faced the society and decided not to share with her present guy..  and suddenly she slips out but the guy isn't. Ready accept just because she is a "woman"?? Is that fair enough?

Mental Health

I am having the worst perennial cramps and these pain killers don't work at all :/

Women Empowerment

i miss my ex best friends. it's been two years since i ended my friendship with them but i miss them so bad. no one in the world is compare to them. yeas they ignore me like everyone else but i do miss them. i wish i could text them like nothing happened or apologize but i know for the fact that i want them back

Friends

Let's Dance the dance of life, anyways it's going to make you dance, instead dance to your own tune...

Celebration

I was going through very bad phase of my life.
I was depressed.
I have anxiety and trust issues.
I get panic attacks very frequently and my hands get shaky when I entered my college campus. I've insomnia and I am crying every night. And I've a habit of distracting myself from that pain. I never visited a therapist. But this didn't help this time. It was really bad. I even tried smoking but got scolded by female friends and i give up over it. I even tried  FWB.  And my male best friend got possesive for me against that guy. I told him that we're on talking stage and one day I said I'll hung up my boyfriend is calling me and he got mad. I wasn't in state to tell him anything so I just ignored it, I already had so many things on my mind. But last night I tried to clear everything with him. I confess him that I've been through this and I tried all possible way including FWB and he's that guy you're feeling insecure and all. So my male best friend really disappointed me. He hurt me very  bad. Instead of focusing on "I'm depressed, I'm going through very bad phase that I even thought of this way"  he was mad at the thing that I didn't ask him for that thing.
Like dude, you're the only person I wish who'll ask me what happened, should I  take you out?  I was thinking about him like he's on his peak, he's focusing on studies, I don't want to trouble him with my stuffs and when finally I didn't have a choice, I shared everything and he never ask once what happened and he was mad at why didn't you thought of me for that benifit thing.
I really feel humiliated. I'm never gonna talk with him again.

Adulting

What to do after BA , to be truthful I choose this degree coz I'm thinking of pursuing government job but now I need backup plan , i can't think of anything or any good job after BA....share some thoughts people 

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