Why is it always considered a bad time for the family when a daughter comes out a toxic marriage? Can't they be happy for her that she is actually alive instead being dead somewhere in future? It's ridiculous to taunt that person daily. She might not find any difference in both the houses.

I dont understand how can people torment the victim in such cases. Its depressing that parents actually pressure their children to marry and when the results arent great they just blame them for not tolerating other people's shit. Too bad. 

Emotional Abuse

"I'm looking for an old very close friend of mine. Last I knew his username was Joy Nikolas or something like that, I don't remember how to spell his name, 
I've always called him Baba and he'd call me his little sis. I miss him very much and want to get back in contact, but no longer have access to nowandme. 
Baba, if you see this, its Maddie, please message my friend and she will give you my email. "

Boyfriend

Hello fellas ..
How does this thing works...?

Overthinking

If  I could turn back time, I wouldnt. 

There are events , conversations, 

confrontations, days and months that I wish would disappear from memory.


But to rewrite that history , I couldnt.

I wouldnt be the me who is here today; the me who is better everyday, some days worse.


Two steps forward and One step backward, but never gone ,

Never gone,

Never gone ! 



3am Thoughts

I live with my parents and i'm graduating high school in a year but my parents are still not giving me any privacy. I used to share a room with my two siblings since our house isn't very big. I got my own room a few years ago but now my parents won't let me close the door because they think I have a "secret". I love my parents but in my opinion, I don't think it's right to share EVERYTHING with my parents. Even if I sit down and try to talk to them, they would just accuse me of hiding something and assume their thinking was right. They don't even knock and just barge into my room, we even have a camera in the hallway pointed in the direction of my room so whenever the door is open, they can see what iIm doing. Simply closing the door won't work (asian parents problems) and I don't like to argue, I'm more of a person that just likes the quiet and be by myself. I confessed i'm bisexual to my parents and they thought it was a joke so I didn't bother to tell them I was telling the truth. I honestly feel really exposed and alone right now. I just lost my friend of 5 years yesterday, I don't have many friends i'm a really awkward person and have major anxiety so I don't really have anyone to talk to.
I'm sorry if this was long.

Family

Has this ever happened to you that you don't want to get along with others or you find it difficult to start a conversation or talk only when needed to. Why can't i just get along with others. It's been 4 months now working with them I still don't feel comfortable talking to new ppl.

I don't feel like doing anything. I lost every single interest in any work. Seems like mind is sick all of these.Too much failure is poisoning my mind...

Anxiety

My step dad is an animal today he kicked my mom out of kitchen like a heartless person and also he tried to hit me he is not my real dad why will I accept this kind of torture my mom even didn't did something for no reason he behaved like an animal to my mom and as I saw him behaved like this I couldn't control myself and I tried to stop him he raised his voice at me and even he pushed me away 

Harassment

i just hope i make the right choice everytime i make a choice in my friends

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