Why is he doing this to me? 

i miss my ex

Breakup

How to get over “THAT” guy ? 



Crush

I texted him again.
I'm so stupid.

Failure

I feel really stupid and worthless today.. someone that I love dont love me back.. someone that I care dont care me back.. he promised he will help me with my career, I spend 1000 dolar to buy plane ticket. I saved money for 1 year.. I worked in my college and sometime starving to save money..  I trust him cs I tought he's a super nice guy... but I think I'm wrong... I just know he want sex from me.. he want naked pict from me. as a conservative girl I against that and we often have a fight bcs I still want he help me but at the fact I cant give what he want.. I have really low self esteem about my career so that's why I needed him alot.. nd beside that I love him.. but tadaaaaa he block me without saying good bye... he block me alot of times..  when he blocked me, I always get frustation and anxiety.. always trembling but he keep doing that... at the fact he just use me for sex really upset me. this make me really worthless and sad..... I  bite my hand and hit my head when he blocked my number.. I told him about that, but he still keep doing that to me...

Depression

how to move on  man .... its so difficult like it has been 3 years we havent talked but still I dream about him everyday and every night ... I cant find any guy so hot and  so fucking cute ... He is currently dating my friend its so painstaking to watch  him posting photos with her .... I cry every night .. I cant face him as I know the moment I saw him I'll start crying ... He was my best friend  he was my everything I ever wanted I am an introvert I never opened up to anyone but him ...... in this 3 years I  havent talk to any guy as I am introvert and idk I dont feel like talking with any other guy I cry every night .... I feel so worthless . He was not a bad guy we equally made  mistakes and decided to part our ways apart but I am still into him and cant have him  back again in my life 

For those who think you’ll never get over your love, I assure you, you would. It wouldn’t be spontaneous, but it would gradually and one day you’ll be like “what? What happen to the butterflies in the stomach”. 
Hang in there. You’ll get over that person eventually. 🌸

3am Thoughts

I had flings in life….my parents were not aware about  it..

I had word with my future husband about same within 8 dayz after first meet when I got to know it may go in positive direction.

Issue happened he created issue of this and it’s been one year he is still stuck to same and opened this to my parents in front of me in ugly way also to my relatives and friends.

I am wayy too confident I hv been dedicated to him all time and gave great attention and did had any chance of doubt too..

Somehow he been over possessive, finally staying separate from him as I see he is not moving on and we both r happy together.

Not sure if i shld still give him a chance or better i move on as I am scared he might keep talking old shit again and may not accept me.

Only positive point : we both r affectionate towards each other ..nothing else is positive…

I am confuse….any suggestion…..





Divorce

People have been making me feel like a slut for this but i seriously wanna know if am in the wrong or it’s just society blaming the girl as always , there’s this guy who likes me and my friend came and told me about it , a few weeks back that guy texted me and we started talking, this whole time i knew that he liked me but I couldn’t say anything because then my friend was gonna be in trouble, fast forward to yesterday he confessed and i told him that i knew about his feelings all along, he said he knew about me knowing which am not surprised about as i am a obvious person, i asked him if he was okay and if he wanted to continue to be my friend or if he wants to stop talking or keep his distance, i was okay with anything because here it was about his feelings more than mine and i liked having him as a friend. 
Now the problem is , almost all my close friends are being like “you are playing with his feelings by talking to him” , “you shouldn’t give him false hopes, you’ll break his heart”
See , i get it but if he doesn’t mind being friends then why would i…? People have been saying that am just doing it for attention and I don’t like him and that am just playing with his feelings 
I have cleared myself to him about my feelings and i asked about what he wants to do
If tomorrow he says that being friends with me is hurting him then I won’t force him to be friends with me , I’ll simply let him choose himself 

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