Why is everyone depressed here , just be happy and yea if bored talk to me lol 

Happy

Kya sunaye..

Iss tute dil ka haal sunaye.. 
Ya zhakam se bhare yeh ghav dikhaye..
Akhir tumhe ab hum Kya bataye..

Dil par likha unka naam dikhaye, 
Yaa Karwato me kate wo raate ginaye, 
Itna kafi hai, ya kuch aur sunaye.. 

Batwae me pade wo tasveer dikhaye.. 
Unke yaad me likhe wo khat sunaye,
Hame Chod diye jaane ki wajah bataye, 
Ab Isse khulkar tumhe aur kya bataye..




3am Thoughts

If I ever loose my battle to depression, know that I fought, know that I tried. Know that I gave my best to overcome what I was going through 

Depression

Ke Apne aapke peeche khada hu mai,
Zindagi kitna dheere chala hu mai,
Aur mujhe jagane jo aur bhi haseen hokar aate the,
Un khwaabon ko Sach samajh kar soya raha hu mai.


So, Yesterday my viva sucked. My examiner laughed at me because I wasn't able to recall info and answer her. 
And a very close cousin of mine is leaving for her home tomorrow. She has her family and job to care of, but she was like this very mature and balanced person I have ever met in a family of immature imbecile relatives. I will miss her. She listened to my problems as if she was my real sister and provided me with mature advice when even my real sister didn't. She was here to take care of me. I will surely miss her. She treated me like a person who has views and thought of her own, listened to my love for certain topics, and helped me when my mom got sick. I am really grateful for her. I can not talk to my own sister like I did with her, without having the fear of being judged. But I guess, in the end, everyone leaves. It's just you and only you. 
Bye

Love

Is there any science nerds out here? 

Life

Kuch nahi pdha bisi 17 se ppr hai...


Ps saying pdhle is not gonna motivate me so if you have any relevant solution then reply


Also Davv ki MKC 💕

Career

**For you**
Dont expect anything from others
But have faith on yourself....
Be your own hope , your own inspiration
And at last be you...no matter how hard it is... take care of yourself 💜
- Queen 👑

Mental Wellbeing

So I have been feeing energy-drained these days. It’s like my brothers don’t live here. Even I wanted to go out somewhere but somehow my dad has a problem with that. I got admission in such a great college but he didn’t let me go there. Told me it was too costly. Whereas one of my brothers when he got admission to one college which is even more expensive he didn’t say anything. Got me admitted in a nearby college. And trust me I have stopped thinking about all this but I can’t deal with this anymore. I am the only one who is living here now with my parents and idk I love them but there are times I just wanna run away. I can’t do anything on my own. Even when my exams were going on they asked me to work all the time. I never complain. My dad compares me to my brothers, there are times when we are out somewhere and he just talks about my brothers not me. Doesn’t even care to mention me. Not that I am jealous of them but I want to be seen too. And idk I feel guilty for thinking all this stuff. I know they need to be taken care of they have that for me all my life but I can’t do it anymore. Idk what to do. 

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