Why is every second person over here simply a douché? Just help me know

3am Thoughts

I don’t feel supported in my friendships. My friends don’t include me in things. They don’t back me up when I needed. I feel awkward when I hangout with them. I only see them when they want things from me. They also bitch about almost everyone and I’m afraid they do that behind my back too. I did confront them about the - not including me in things. I don’t know
What should I do ?
They’re literally the only close friends that I’ve had since highschool. 

Friends

Link ed in is fake or real ???

Umm I don't know what is a friends and what is friendships but i only know that if i get any friend i don't makes feel alone 

All people around me are fake. Not even my parents are supportive in anything. I don't even have a true friend. I feel like everyone is just using me.
I have heard everyone speaking behind my back.
These fake people have made my life so tough. 

Lonely

It's like for the first time in a while I've made good friends. But most of the times it's hard for me to connect to them. I Often feel like there humour doesn't match mine. There understanding/ perception about life is almost similar to mine but i can't relate to their problems. I have financial issues and nobody else realizes it. 
Sometimes i do feel that i want to live incognito and be someone but other times they respect me and be so kind. I admire each one of them. But relatibility factor lacks sometimes. I Don't understand why they are so high maintenance. Like friendships can be low maintenance and easy right but they cost me financial strains. 
Thoughts anybody!?

I wouldn't mind some friends 


It's hard to find people who actually want to be your friends and genuinely care about you. These days every friendship i see is filled with lies, people taking advantage of each other. Have all of humans stopped caring about other genuinely or is it just me. 

I feel sad because my friends never involve me and they all take pictures when there out when I asked them to go out with me that day I’m not sure what to do cause I don’t want to leave them because i don’t have others.

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