Why is death viewed in a bad light? Like, what’s good living for? Life is not that amazing how you want to believe it is, death is not a punishment for our sins. Why do we have to believe that? Why can’t death be viewed as a way of escaping this awful life.
I view death as a way of escaping life, I mean we’re all gonna die one day anyway so why should we wait for that?..
We are all gonna die one day, so why should we die now? It doesn’t make sense. We have all got that brief time period…so try to enjoy life by doing the things you like and being with friends you love. Take care 🧡
Nothing feels the same anymore, I keep thinking something that everything will be ok, but I’ve been saying that for over 7 years already and it only got worse, I can’t run from it and I can’t sick help either. I am not allowed to feel like this cause I am supposed to feel ok, but I’m also not allowed to do what I enjoy doing. I don’t understand what am I supposed to do in this case, so escaping sounds like a good idea:/
It’s not a good idea…it doesn’t make sense. Life is supposed to have issues and problems, and we need to resolve the. Courageously and also by taking help. Escaping is not the point. Be courageous and believe in yourself…you can resolve all your issues. Take care 🧡
Man, really proud of you, you exactly said the words which i was going to say and i am really glad that you did !! Yes, even i feel like dying at times cause going through hell since 15 years i guess that’s really not so easy right but life tends to be funny at times, i also was in phase when i couldn’t afford help neither my family believed on mental health issues and neither i got support from them. Trust me, even i felt like this “Why is death so bad” and things like that but after bearing it for 15 years yes my whole childhood, adolescent and now my early 20s i then got out of that toxic environment and went to different state for college i.e., bachelor’s but sadly covid hit (talking about 2019 end) and then again had to go to home and that was a living hell. Most of the people believe family is very important part in one’s life right but for me it is not any less than a living hell. Even i feel worst when i feel all of this but i am saying truth. So, now one year ago i again moved out for studies (master’s) and got to seek out for help and i am on medication and now therapy too and i can’t say i am healed and i am perfectly good but yes,atleast now i am getting help. My family don’t know about it and will not tell them either and trust me at times i doubt myself and sometimes eveb think of death but then i remember that little girl who went through all of this alone for such long freaking 15 years and now is out in a new state with a new hope of getting better someday and i really don’t want to escape from life and neither wanna kill that little girl (me) cause somewhere i am really proud of myself. Sending much love, power and strength your way buddy, i know it’s not easy and things are turning out to be funny but i believe in you if i can hold it so can you but yes you didn’t deserved all of this but really “This will pass too” and i and we all are there with you. Anytime you need someone i would be there to support you and reason you might have understood itself right ?? Hehe Much much love and blessings your way 💛 😇💫💪❤️💯
Yayyy thanks buddy take care 🧡
Whenever I’ll start feeling bad again I’m gonna read your messages. Honestly, you really made me cry, I’m really happy that you’re healing and I hope I’ll be able to heal soon as well. Thank you for both of your messages🧡
Means a lottttt and anytime you wanna talk to me i will be there always 😇
so lately I just been feeling down and depressed as in i feel there is no need for me to be here no more . If im being honest i harmed myself multiple times and attempted to kill my self multiple times but i didnt make it all the way through cause my mom stopped me , and i just been tempted to do it again and again cause i feel like no one loves me . no one cares for me . i get treated as a black sheep in my family and household and I just get accused for everything … and I hate the feeling . When my parents try to talk to me i don’t want to talk all i feel is sadness and i never like going anywhere … and never doing anything . but as I said I just hate everything and hate everybody . i just wanna be alone .