Why I'm always feeling naseua and my head spinning it's been 4 days this is happening

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 wanted to tell my indian mom that i wanted to start therapy because my mental health is bad right now and i’m 16 so i don’t know how she’ll react to it? Did you guys have any experience with telling your family that you wanted to start therapy and how they reacted to it, please let me know because i don’t know how to approach my parents for this. 

Mental Health

I am free to talk... wish to spend my prestigious time talking to anyone here..

Anxiety

It is said that ,the bad things that happen to you don’t teach a lesson. But in my life bad things happned and are happening. They are only traumatizing me. I am not finding any lifelong lesson after being hurt so deeply. 
Sometimes, trauma is all that a survivor has to show for what happened to them. This is exactly my case, please someone make me believe that it is not my fault, but the blame is all upon the abuser. 

Child Abuse

Hmm so I can’t post my pictures here?

Loss

rest in peace grandma 

I'm at that stage of life where I want to give up because there is too much pressure on me
I'm not getting a job and I have completed my graduation this month only.
Everyone thinks that I'm good for nothing. I can never get a job.
My sister is well settled and she wants me to live with her, she thinks that moving there will get me a job. I don't want to live with her she is so strict, she'll never let me be financially independent she will always restrict me from everything.
And my parents compare me with her, they pressurise me every time by saying that "We have invested so much money on you but you are good for nothing".
And on the other side my boyfriend and I have planned to live together. Whenever I share my problems with him he gets emotional that we'll not live together all our plans will fail.

Sometimes I feel like who I should  listen to, should I give up on everything.
I really feel helpless 😭
No one can ever understand what I am going through they all want to get their expectations fulfilled.

3am Thoughts

This is so weird. It won't even make sense to anyone but I have thought about this since the day I got my dog home. I love him so much that I literally sometimes regret getting him home sometimes only because now there's this life that I care about so much, I get literal aches when I think about how he'll eventually die one day. He's only 2 right now but I already feel paranoid. The first time he got high fever, I literally started crying. I feel so weird that I think like this sometimes 

I genuinely want to know what guys look for in a girlfriend? Society has made us girls to believe that guys just want one thing 👀
So is physical stuff all that matters or are there other things? 



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