Why i everytime i got confused after taking a decision . It seems like i am not worth it . Whenever i hv to face people at work place or around everytime i feel they are judging me, they are ignoring me. 
... overthinking is at the peak point 😓😓

3am Thoughts

"take it one day at a time, one step at a time"

What's one advice y'all would like to tell yourself today?

Life

Planning for ladakh in august anybody interested?

FOMO

I don’t know how much pain im going through  me ! I don’t have any relationships I was happy with my friends and family. I helped to my family and friends with money through my sister gave my few loans. Now whenever I ask small amount that I have to repay that loan my family is not giving and asking me why why like this. Because of me my sister is going through hell. I don’t know what I’ve done. Because of me all are in problems and having problems. I just want to end this all. I decided to end my life, at least then they can live peacefully.  I remember since my childhood I’m biggest headache to my parents, while growing up I became headache to all of family and surrounding people, and I don’t have any grudge or anger on them I love them every time, but they are facing problems because of me, what if I’m not there. ? There won’t be anymore problems for my parents and my sister ! May be they will hurt, they will cry for me, max 3 months after that time will heal them. So I got my solution, I will prepare a note for everyone who loved me whom I loved most. 

Delusion

I don't want to give up.

Anyone up for a talk?

Acquaintance

Which brands serum is better? 
Dermaco or minimalist

Acne

What are your fantasies? 

Relationships

I was se x ually abused when I was a kid still remember I was in kg when it all started, I used to live in a joint family, my cousin brother used to call me in his room and and asked me to play a game with him he would play the role of a king and told me to play the role of a  queen then he used to tell me that now king and queen will bath together and then he used to remove my and his clothes and he would kiss me forcefully after that he used to ask me to give him **ow job...and i was dumb that i would agree to him...not only he his sister too  used me..she used to call me in her room to and would ask me to suck her **obs and she also used to kiss me forcefully..after one year we shifted from there but it didn't stopped they  come to my house and do the sme thing with me...it all continued for years but when i was 4th or 5th class i came to realise this wrong then i started avoiding them at family gathering too i used to sit with elder or will stay with my other cousins..after sometime when we met they behaved very casually with me like they did nothing with me....i hate them...i am scared of them tbh..i can't even stand in same room with them till now....it all affected me so much that today also i can't have close proximity with guys....my ex brokeup with me because i never let him do anything other then kissing me..i don't blame him...it's not his fault...but only i know even kissing him was a tough task for me...i feel safe alone now...even i am scared with girls too i don't show it but i am scared of girls too....i know its weird but thats how i feel...people call me oldschool....i am not oldschool i am just scared.. i never told this to my family or friends..and now i  thinks it's too late...being se x ually abused for 5-6 years when i was kid spoilt my whole childhood...i ry to come out of it..but its hard...those 5-6 years made my whole life a mess

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