Idk why her, when she has constantly reminded me that she does not feel the same. Its still tough to let her go like this, even when there's no hope of her coming back
Delusion me to rehna hi hai

Loss

Frustrated 🥴😵

Frustration

I need a girlfriend 

Love

Lol... I need a boyfriend 💖

Crush

I need a lovely loving carrying girl

The girl I am seeing says she isn’t ready for a relationship and has called things off… I’m not ready for a relationship either, I was just happy seeing her and spending time with her. I know she’s stressed at the minute with work and finances etc some family problems and she has trouble opening up and is scared of being hurt. And I know for sure she has deep feelings for me - she says she cares for me, has feelings for me and that I’m the most amazing person she’s ever met. She said she’s not ready for a serious relationship and that she wants to end things before feelings get even deeper which makes me think she’s just scared? 
She says her biggest fear is losing me completely and that she still wants to see me and talk and just be friends? 

Please someone tell me what to make of this? Shall I give her space and hope she will reconsider? I miss her so much

Breakup

Why is it hard to find a gf here?? Why m i like this?? Why everyone around me is straight??? Why can't i come out to my friends and family?? Why??? 

LGBTQ

So My partner is acting weird. We dont talk whole day due to her work. Today i called her and she didnt responded to me and then said i m frustrated and just left. She is like i dont want to talk to you. Is this a mood Game whenever you are all Okay You come to talk and then You leave. And whenever i ask her anything she just tells me dont start urgueing this that everytime blames me. i dont even talk whole day.  I feel like a option and just blames.

I am obsessed with breastfeeding feelings. 

It all started a year ago It was so normal in my life. There was one girl I liked. I want to be with her. But she has a boyfriend already i was feeling attached to her. After a year she broke up. I try to tell her I liked you more than friends earlier too but she always says like you are important to me i like you. 



She always let me hug and touch her. Around waist and kiss on cheeks. Or sometimes she sleeps on my lap. It was hard for me to not feel like friends. I liked her for a year. In the middle of this i always do her work whenever she needs me even in little things. Buy stationary buy other things or she wants to go anywhere i always go with her. Always say yes to her all things. 



She even tells me why you always say yes to all  my things. I can't answer that. I started caring for her so much i was so attached to her. 

After a year her boyfriend ditched him and she broke up. After a month I tell her by writing a note. And share her she reads then she says I can't be with you. Like my family will not allow me to marry you. She says I am Christian our religion is not the same but I tell her i can change it for you because I really love you. 



I get irritated and lost now i give her one week to answer that she says she only wants to be friends with me. And i say i cannot be like this sorry after that she didn't talk and i also but i really miss her. But my friend told me the reason why she didn't like me. He said she says you are a numb person like you don't enjoy anything just be like silent and calm you are just boring. It hurts me i always try to make her smile and make her feel cared. I was so devastated hearing this i am so bored I started feeling sad.



I feel hate in myself. Frankly I'm not able to feel confident about myself now. I become so low then i download a few apps and start chatting with online people. I was talking to one girl at night things get out of control and i ask for Breastfeed suddenly i feel like a baby who wants to just feel safe in someone's arms and latch to breast. I start chatting with her She shows me breast we do like Breastfeed roleplay. I never felt so cared for before and so loved. I kinda feel safe when she says me come latch to me baby. I became like a child and started chatting with her while seeing her breast i was feeling I was sucking her nipple. 



After that I became obsessed with the Breastfeed thing. I always felt for someone to chat with me online show breast and Breastfeed me. But they just talk for one or two days. Then they are gone. I talked to married women also and did things that i think i shouldn't have done. But now I have become addicted to breasts and chatting online. Seeing breast or breastfeed via VC. 



Right now I talk with women I think she likes me and i also start liking her. She shows me breasts too and says I love you. But she has a job where she can't be with me much online when she is not with me. Again i feel for Breastfeed now i look for someone who has real milk in the breast. But I feel i am bad i am doing wrong i also don't know if she loves me or not. By thinking all of this i feel stuck and end up asking 1000 girls about breastfeeding and always look for that who have milk and Breastfeed me online or real. I become so obsessed it's affecting in real life i can't able to do my work i just chat with people online i am stuck in this loop for one year. I can't get out i feel so guilty and bad. 



What should i do please tell me

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