Why everyone trying to judge my actions. I hate attention I don’t want people to interfere in my life and I don’t give fuck about others life. All I need a simple life with limited people who really care about me. I have a small world and I am happy who I am now. I love myself a lot. And I am very proud and I don’t belittle myself in front of everyone. 

Everything is wrong. All want to go against me

Acquaintance

If you know black pink here’s a little quiz 
Prettiest member -
Most talented member-
Kindest member-
Ik they’re all pretty, kind & talented. This is just for fun. We all have favourites.

Music

The hardest thing when you think about focusing. You think focusing is about saying "Yes." No. Focusing is about saying "No." And when you say "No," you piss off people.

Quotes

How am I feeling?

As of recently, not all that well. You know when life almost seems too be doing better, shes not stepping on the back of your shoes anymore and you’re finally able to just relax and breathe, then out of nowhere she decides too stop quite hard on your head? Yeah thats me right now. My sister has been diagnosed with cancer, and its hard for me too think of anything positive when all thats happened a lot of my life is negative. I’m definitely pushing through and trying my absolute hardest too be strong, to be positive, but sometimes the exterior breaks just as the interior gives out. 

Sorry I’m not asking for advice or anything, I just really really needed to rant.


Cancer

I am felling extremely lonely, wanting to express my thought but there is no one to talk to. I don't know how to feel or what to do. My boyfriend and I have been together almost everyday for the past 2 months. 5 days ago was the last time I saw him and it was only for a half hour. I called him 3 days later to see if he wanted to hangout. He said yes but a little while later he said he couldn't make it due to a flat tire. He said if he got it fixed that day he would come see me the next day. On my way to the store, I rode past his house (he live on the same street as me) and he was out fixing his tire. The next day I texted him to see if he was still coming over. I got the notification that he read my message but he never responded. I rode by his house and he was not home.. Later that night he posted on his snap chat story and he was at his friends house. I am just confused and hurt. When he is with me he is very loving and affectionate with me, always telling me he loves me. He seems like he is very into me. He liked me before I had feelings for him. But when he is with his friends I don't hear from him for a few days. I really don't think there is another girl, it's just that I feel like his friends are more important to him than me. I want to call him but at the same time I feel like if he really wants me let him come to me. I really like him and I want to work things out. I don't give up easily.  I don't have any other problems with him besides communication. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

Boyfriend

I am extremely depressed and anxious these days. My health is not fine from past 1 year and its really taking a toll on me to handle situations sometimes.

Anxiety

True love is to love someone blindly and completely indifferent to how he treats you or what he has done to you. Love must be self-evident to have its own life and not be nourished by the actions of the other. In order to love like that you either have to be a dog or a parent.

Love

When you are scared of losing someone close to you what you will do?

3am Thoughts

the more we give value to emotions, the more depressed we become...

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts