Why everyone trying to judge my actions. I hate attention I don’t want people to interfere in my life and I don’t give fuck about others life. All I need a simple life with limited people who really care about me. I have a small world and I am happy who I am now. I love myself a lot. And I am very proud and I don’t belittle myself in front of everyone. 

Everything is wrong. All want to go against me

Acquaintance

And if u could go back in time, what's the one thing would love to change...

3am Thoughts

I know I can do things and learn many new skills on my own and even in the absence of an adult or authority watching over me. It's just, my school manages to make me look like an idiot who basically can't handle subjects to study. 
We all have our strengths and weaknesses and quite frankly none of us are 'stupid' or 'dumb'. We are intelligent in our own ways. And that unique capability is something that helps us to rise above this tyrant system 
and let me in on you a secret - no matter how stressed you are about your career, you will always float on okay. If it doesn't matter in 10 years, then don't stress over it for 10 minutes 
We all are great in our own ways 

School

I miss u sayang
I miss u so much

Lonely

Bunny.
Bunny
Bunny

Situation: Actually both of my parents my mom and dad are alcohol addicted due to that many Dispute or fight happens all the time. Also I am in my 2nd year of college. I want to study in a well environment but the fights and disputes happening inside my family inside my house is giving me mental Pressure, depression, anxiety, lose of appetite, Anger issues. Actually I’m a very observant person from my childhood. So one thing I can definitely say that all these things that are having or happening inside my family is due to their alcohol addictiveness. Because of that I have developed a serious hatred Towards alcohol and people who are suffering from alcohol addictiveness. Which includes both my parents. I even tried to talk calmly with my parents to convince them that alcohol is it good for their health but then also they wouldn’t listen to me they will always shout at me even though I have not done anything wrong I have just told them to not take alcohol. My father he even fell in front of our house due to him being so drunk from alcohol that led him having blood clotting in his mind or brain but successfully it was removed through a brain surgery. Even though my dad stubbornly drinks till today even my mom drinks. My father is a diabetic person who suffers from hypertension, sugar, blood pressure. I know his drinking habit is due to him being an ex-airforce servicemen. Whatever I do to convince them they won’t listen to me they will say we will die but we will never leave alcohol that is our way of living. My mom is a house maker she started drinking in the influence of my dad even she doesn't want to improve their lifestyle. It’s like they have totally forgotten that even I, a living person who is their daughter, is living with them in the same house who is having mental and health issues due to their Stubborn alcohol addiction. Due to this I find it hard to even eat when I’m hungry. It’s like I am hungry there is food for front of me I can eat it but psychologically I can’t it’s like I can’t even lift my spoon up in front of my mouth. Due to that I lost my weight my immunity also got worst that led to having weak immunity and I started having headaches in odd times something more like migraine headaches. My parents told me to be self sufficient & self independent but how can I be self independent when they are the ones who are pulling me back not letting me move forward. Due to their alcohol addiction many melodramas or dramas were created by them In many gatherings or parties in past which led to our image or reputation being bad.

Conclusion: First I want to know how I can ta. Second, I really want someone's suggestion who can help me in this situation and at least tell the ways to convince my mother so she can take the first step towards a alcohol addiction free life after that she and I both will help my father to live a alcohol free life.

Addiction

 Love Is The Slowest Suicide, And You Can't Stop It, Even Though It's Killing You On The Inside, You Just Have To Live With All The Pain Until It's Finally Over!! 

Long Distance Relationship

Its a bad day for me. Got fight between me ,my husband and mother in law, I don't like mother in law and my husband is mumma  boy.
How to control my anger


Toxic Relationships
Sometimes, the individual isn’t toxic.Sometimes, it’s the relationship that’s toxic. Sometimes, it’s just the bond that’s toxic. A toxic relationship does not necessarily involve two toxic people. Sometimes, it involves two people causing toxic behaviour for each other.The sooner you realise that, the sooner you realise which relationships are actually toxic

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