Why every time I'm  falling for him whenever he shows kindness or care towards me even though ik he is toxic for me 

Anxiety

I once came across a woman who was 19 years old and was pregnant with a boy (she lived in the US so I guess pre natal sex determination must be legal). Her boyfriend had left her alone to deal with the child, and her parents were not at all supportive and wanted her to abort the child. But she did not want to. She wanted to raise her child on her own. It's sad to see such a situation when parents do not support their child in such a dire circumstance of her life. Her boyfriend was irresponsible to the maximum extent, and hence, we must be careful enough to see what our actions may lead us to. 

Women Empowerment

do you ever get that feeling when you're sitting in your room alone your thoughts wander you're not crying but you just feel sad and empty replaying moments from your life and wondering where did it all go wrong. 🙄🥲

3am Thoughts

I see a lot of discrimination in so many work places. People arent treated how they should me. They are under appreciated and some are over appreciated.

Work

App is getting worse than ever. Not able to put a single simple comments all are under review. 

Adulting

Anybody watching Villarreal vs Liverpool??

I feel like self harming again 
Cutting my wrists 
I’m getting these thoughts for a few weeks now 
Somehow i m controlling

I manifest my own death 
Feeling no one would bother 
I tried talk to husband 
But he just ignores everything 
He just doesn’t see me suffering

Even if I think of getting help 
I have no one who would really care or understand 
No person realises where am I at 
I pretend and they take it 
I suffer and they take it 

It’s nobody’s fault 
I’m lonely 
I’m struggling 
It’s no one’s responsibility 

Hell I try to get positive 
I try so much 
Everytime just adds up disappointment 

Im ashamed 
Feels miserable 
Im frustrated 
Where I went wrong I keep searching 

Depression

so umm its about relationship and all
ive been in long distance since an year or more 
and im in 12th (upcoming) now and my clgs gonna open in next 5 days and they doesnt allow us to bring the mobile or any other electronics idk im just so nervous doing this and i probably will miss him so much. 
and idts my health and studies gonna be fit in 
iam an medical upcoming student like iam preparing fir my neet 
i dont know iam just so nervous and unhappy

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