Why does my villian era lasts for a day or two?😭😭 dude cmon be a bit#h

Too gud for today's gen 😮‍💨😮‍💨

And what will be the advantage of becoming a villian..........do you think becoming a villian is a good thing

Character developement meaning........can you explain more about it

All people has certain character, you might try becoming something else but your true nature, which you, your parents have nurturing for years, won't change that easily.

Acne

Hi um … I’m in 12th grade rn and I want to study psychology but idk howto tell my parents about it…😩
Can anyone help me out??? Like hoe to confront my parents about it 

3am Thoughts

same day , same story  lil bit more sadness there was lil bit happiness too however numb me kept dealing with the day,,,sitting in the bedroom overheard some voices discussing financial worries ,life worries yeah they are my parents,,,something holds back ,something thats painful enough ,something that acts as if our angel but its evil .something that makes feel as if there is invisible cage around me not allowing me to take steps no its not my comfort zone its my mental illness and my own persona .i guess loving parents isnt enough making them feel more alive every single moment as they grow older is. 

Depression

Marriage is a personal opinion?

One Sided Love

Moon, my bestfriend...flowers....books...my parents...BTS...these are the things and people for whom I want to love this lifee..even though its getting hard...I feel overwhelmed everyday....it gets heavy sometimes but everytime I look at them I feel loved...
Idk why am I writing these things...bjt I feel so lucky having these people and things around me...I don't want anyone else in my life...having them is enough for me

so school is starting again, my last year.. i don’t know if i’ll make it through this last year ive stopped eating and sleeping, i feel like i’m losing touch with my girlfriend and i just feel like i’m getting everything wrong, it’s almost been a year since i was admitted to the hospital for a suicide attempt and it’s been exactly 1 year and 2 days since i was convicted and since then i just feel like i’m going in circles..
i have stopped recording music, ive been discharged from mental health teams, my mums having another psychosis, my dads being shitty again, i don’t know if i’ll come back to check the replies i just want to know if everything will be fine because i’m starting to lose hope, i miss being a child it was so easy but even my childhood was ruined. i want toy just not exist

Anxiety

Sajj dhaj ke main zara bann than ke, baan chalaungi nayan ke

Music

I can't stop the pain ad neither can anyone else. There is just this deep deep sadness that will not go away. Something has got to give. Im not sure what I mean by that, all I know is that I can't live with this pain anymore.

Suicidal Ideation

Background-Info: I've always felt very lonely for the past years. Never felt like I was part of a (friend-)group, never really had a serious relationship and I've never been very outgoing so far. 
I was pretty much all by myself with my problems, thoughts etc. It was sort of a self-destructive phase aswell. 

Met this girl, who I genuinely love talking to. Also knew from the beginning that she has a boyfriend, so I told my brain to stay calm and be friends with her. Some time went by, we talked a lot, met up a couple times, texting/talking to each other pretty much everyday and she introduced me into her friendgroup, which I am now kinda a part of (all that is new to me.)

To keep this short: I have a crush on her. I have all those butterflies in my stomach when I think or talk to her. I sometimes catch myself smiling non-stop by the thought her. It sounds like no big thing if I write this, but it's different. I've never felt this way for anybody else. I gotta admit: Normally it's almost just the looks. But not her. It's everything about her. Her looks (duh), her personality, the way she talks, her voice, those lovely little things she does, the way she texts, her social skills, how excited she gets etc. She's probably the dream-girl I've ever wanted. 

Well and then there are moments, where those butterflies decide to play war: The moment I remember she's taken. And they're happy. No, I won't move a single muscle trying to manipulate their relationship, I just won't, because it's wrong. And I wouldn't want anybody else to do that in my non-existent-relationship. It feels like a deep punch in my heart, followed by the feeling of emptiness, followed by frustration and bitterness (which led me here).

To make this clear: I want her in my life, even if we're just friends. She's an amazing person and that sort of person I always wanted, romantically or just as a friend. 
I don't know if it's just me being afraid of ending up alone again when I do anything, thinking of what she's brought into my life. Or if I just want some comfort.

PS: I have no idea how y'all keep your posts so short. Also I don't know what to expect really. I don't even know what I hope to achieve with this.


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