Confusion

How do you move on from someone you've never dated?

I really want to text him but idk what should I do 

Your ex name ? 

3am Thoughts

2 days ago im having sleep over at my boyfriend's house. we're having fun. but then untill now he seems like show no interenst to me. idk why. or am i just overreacting? now i am the first one call and texting him. what should i do?

Relationships

Getting ignored by the only person i give all the attention to and now overthinking scared that he's gonna leave me that thought killing me i m not good enough and this happening with me second time i give my life a second chance and still hurting me where i was wrong?

Relationship mess
3 year old relation. Long distance. He was cheating on me last year for about 8 months. He was sexually active with her, which i caught with help of his friends. He accepts he was wrong. He made that girl go, blocked her from social media. But now also he is too busy to call me. He works as freelancer ( project based in creative field *photographer & cinematographer ) so technically there is no work in lockdown situations. But he is busy with friends, alcohol and weed. He calls me very late sometimes mid night and sometimes beyond that. Which I don't like.
I have told him very clearly that i dont like the way he gets taken away on other girls around him, or working with him and i will always be insecure when he works with girls. He accepts this insecurity, as he has done things in past that has developed this situation.
I find it wierd when shoots last for whole night, in a hotel room and girl wearing his clothes. He is also dressed shabby. And these kind of stories are uploaded on social media.
Do things are actually like this in this profession.
Also i feel so insecure from female model who stay for nights for shoot, becoz being Indian family i am not able to get how family allow for this thing.
I don't know what to do. I am tired to listening to his version of explanation and reason. 
What should I do? Please help 🆘


Why can't I freaking move on,I didn't even date him it sucks and hurts I just can't take it anymore, it's so obvious that he loves another girl so why can't I just move on I hate myself for this and it really hurts I can't take it anymore 

One Sided Love

I hate myself for this 

I wished my significant other can show more that he cares? I know maybe it's hard for him to show it through text and we're both students and we both get busy especially now that we're both having tests.   
But it feels as though he's fed up whenever I'm not in a good mood and that always leads me to try to comfort myself faster so he'll feel better instead. 

Whenever I tell this to my friends.. they would make me feel as though I'm not considerate of him and that I should leave him be because he has his tests going on. So, I always put the blame on myself and think I'm not being good enough and I that I should understand him better. 
 
I'm not saying he's a bad person. He is considerate in his own way and he does make me happy. It's just I wish on days like this where I feel the most depressed and in need of comfort and affirmation, he'll be there..

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